THE ABSURDITY OF ILLYA ERTIQA a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?

woo hoo!!!

wrss officially rocks!!

yesterday,29 of March was the consert of my life..

at first,,i met sheela n sacha at b.n.s

then we go mcdonald buy food

then take bus to sch

in the bus,,we vry the jakon-like

we were all like wad makeup u bring? etc

vry funi seh

when we reach sch,,we saw uncle jaafaar(hw 2 spell??)

n the other person

we put our bags in canteen then go 2 mini-mart

sheela wanted 2 buy mineral water

then come back

oh btw,,i was chatting with muhsin at the time:D

he sick,,then cannot go consert:(

r.s gave ur strepsils 4 dunno wad

bt i juz take ah(vry nice..hehe)

then we go in music room
do some warm ups
then go rp
it was HHHHUUUGGEE!!!!
the minute we stepped into
the dressing rm we were ALL
like OMG!!!!!!!
there were mirrors with small lightbulbs as seen in hsm!!!!
we had loads of fun preparing ourselves
then we were like making ourselves up
time flew vry fast seyh
we talked 2 sum of the alamnis(dunno hw 2 spell)
they vry sporting n stuff n definitely sweet
luv them lots
the rehearsals were like no prob
coz there were no audience
except cocky mckok n other teachers
bt when tha actual thing happened,,my face was like frozen
like botox sia
all i can do was smile..tu pun mcm cacat seh
then we go back to the dressing rm,,congrats blah3
the finale was the best..
but we had 2 wait 4 the band 2 shut up 1st la
the chorus of the song was playing n choir members went to the stage,
same 4 gu zheng
the dancers danced along the aisle
like wad seh them..i was at the 1st row n i saw a lot of ppl!!
THEY WERE ALL LIKE SCREAMING!!!
i juz like laugh n scanned through the crowd..
i saw raziq,shafiq,my parents n ang moh lang,n others la
the sch song was nxt,,ppl were suppose 2 'rise'
they did,,i was shocked that the audience
sang louder than us sia
the were like shouting,,haish
gd times
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD



shit it!!!
wth lar seyh..
i haf gt NO communication wif the outside world the
second i reach home
like wth!!!
all coz i failed this math test which is
so goddamn dif dat oni 16 ppl in my class passed
annoying rite?
im feeling vry2 low sia
shit it!
wad to do?!
im suppose to upload this video 4 my project
thingy n it was too big 2 be uploaded
nw i cant send it to my computer maniac friend
haish,,n the due date jus haf 2 be 2moro!!
omg3
die,,dead
b4 i 4get,,i did quite gd 4 my ca1
except 4 math dat is
i failed,,big time
ouh well,,wtv la
bye2 ppl!!



omgness
this sux,,im grounded
phone confiscated n computer goneded
wth seyh
btw,,i had this freakishly weird dream
last nite
it all started out at my house n there were
like 3 kubur in the living room
seriously sia
with the tanah n tiles n the tombstone even!!!
then my adek touch2 n got scolded by my dad
the ppl in the grave were complete strangers to me
then the nxt thing was me looking
through a mirror
the wooden 1 i haf at my balcony
i was combing my hair,,siap2 nk gi dunno where la
then gt this black figure past behind me..
k,,nw im freaking freaked out..
i cant reli remember the rest,,though
bye ppl!!