THE ABSURDITY OF ILLYA ERTIQA a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?

omg!
tuesdae..yesterday was my guitar exam
the recptionist called at the last minute
n i had to came a half hour earlier!
i tot i was prepared,,really..
i practised a hell lot
memorised eveerything etc.
when i got there they were like..
glad u can make it earlier..
in the end my turn was about 5 mins earlier seh
than the original time i was supposed to be thr
i waited n waaited..
practised quietly..
then i heard this weird bell sound
biut then ignored it n focused in my guitar
n i held the cashirs n helpers laughu=ing
ignored that too
then when i ooked up
i realise d they laugjed coz 1 of them called
me,,but i totally didnt pay attention
then i got reli nervous
when i got in
i saw this fierce n old looking ang moh
the fierce looking mad me really nervous
the first section was to play the scales
to told me to play the A Harmonic Scale
n i played the C harmonic scale!!
*btw..i realised all my mistake when i
went out of the examination room

next was the songs
i paused a lot..
my fingering was bogus..
n the lullaby sounded like a croaking frog!

then was the knowledge test
atrocious!
i totally blanked out..
i caught a glance at the marking sheet n i saw a zero..
lol
next the oral test..
i sounded like a choking toad!!!

yeap,,worst of all
at the end,,
i asked the examiner if i could see my marks..
*Mr Lim told us to seeour marks b4 leaving..
and he was like no..
n i exolained to him that my teacher wanted s to see
out marks b4 leaving..
n he was all,,well then ur teacher was wrong..
major paiseh lorh!!!

yeap..suckish day..



much love

P.S ill update if i fail