THE ABSURDITY OF ILLYA ERTIQA a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?

this is loong overdued,,seriously
its bot SYF
choir got silver,,it took me by ultimate suprise,,reli
i mean the choir b4 us was reli nice
and somewhat stuck up
i remembered huda was like staring at them
them seri and i was like relax,,we're cool
haha,,

well in the morning we practised abit
but we didnt work on anitin in particular
it wld have been too last minute if we did

then food,change and makeup
it was kinda paisehing to see ppl
looking at me in that dress,,Daniel was like
"u look like a priestess"
im like,,kae Daniel,,didnt ask
yeah,,we did our prayers and we set off

in the bus everyone was silent,,
i closed my eyes and prayed,hard.
we got there and saw the choir b4 us,
yes,the somewhat stuckup ones
i didnt reli care bout them though.

during the 10 mins warm up
we didnt even go through a song,,
abit of Shenandoah,,but that doesnt count,
we just did AMAZING GRACE

then it was show time
i was in the front row
so wtv i did will be damn obvious
i was like kae dun fall,,dun fall illya
everything was cool till the last step to stage
i almost tripped on my dress
then i laugh to myself

alumni said i smiled till halfway-i looked scared
i tink it was one part when Ms Grace's
face changed,it dropped and i was
"shit,,did i sing wrong?"yea,,damn scared then,lol

got down,,then got to comment on the
other choirs,,lol,,that was fun,,some were fantastic
others were cool

then they announced that we got silver,
and we screamed yeah,,thats all
haha,,Alyssa treated us,,woots!
she my fren.lol.reli,,she rocks like hell,,
i jealous of her nose piercing,,
its like hayleys=[

kae,,got to practice guitar,,lol



kae,,
Sunday 5.44pm

went out everyday since Thursday
wow,,didnt realise dat
Thursday nite went Changi to eat.
then crashed at the beach 4 a bit-played the swing
Good Friday:
Friday went to Ibu's friend's chalet
it was at Pasir Ris-Elias Road i tink
then i found out some stuff bout that place
i was kinda shocked
well,,one of the things i found out was
that the playground has a 'family'
staying there,,and the 'gifted' guy adviced us to not
play there at nite.i freaked out not long after
coz the last time i went there
i crashed at the playground till 1 am

Saturday:
choir in the morning,,
terrible moodswing went on

in the evening went to Sembawang Park
with family,,it was surprisingly crowded
HEADLINE:"Chinese and Indian Invasion"
lmao,,jkjk
coz Sembawang was usually filled with only Malays
same 4 Changi and all
but yea,,they took over
*rolls eyeballs*heeees
then Ayah drove us to some scary places there
its basically the place near the mosque there
its deeper inside
it was damn dark,,Ayah kept on flickering
the headlights..that sux coz i was like paranoid on what cld happen
yea,,and what i was thinking bout was that
the van MIGHT suddenly stop
we MIGHT have to split,.
some wait and some go get help
those who stay MIGHT see stuff
and all that crap
but thank God nth happened coz it was like 11pm
and yea,,ouh,,we actually wanted to go venture out
to the graveyard but my sisters(they were sitting at the back..
i was in front w parents,,,heeeees)
were afraid,,so we went home

got back,,watched dark waters,,
stayed up till 1ish
yea,,thats bout it

and now i realise that all three days
have relations with the beach

k,,present time
got back from Causeway Point
parents not at home--went JB 4 seminar
but Nyai came over
kk,,went McD,,not supposed to but did=P
andand,,there was this guy
i didnt reli notice him coz i was getting my order rite
then headed to the counter
i remembered his name but cant reli spell it out rite
yea,,told him my order and all
continued ranting to sharmyn
thenhe came back w the food.
i knew we had one large fries left but sharmyn was confident
that we're done
so i slowly pull the tray back,,slow and steady
and the guy touched the tray and he was like
"u still have 1 large fries"
i was damn paiseh i turned to Sharmyn and was like
told you
it was a whisper,,i didnt realise he was looking at me till
i turned around
he smiled at me,,i was like "SOS!!HOT GUY SMILLING AT ME"
lol,,ya,,he's malay,,cool huh?
but he dun reli look malay,,he look,,,,,,HOT
haha,,k,so i was smiling all the way home,,kae kidding
not AALL THE WAY,,just 4 awhile=]

haish,,thats it

much love



this is hell sia,,
i can never get my blogskin rite,,,wtf
kk,err,
perfomed in choir-yesterday and today
seriously sux
i think im quite prepared 4 sumtin not silver
bronze at least,,
but i dun get,,i can see that SUM of Us tries
reli hard to do it
but there ARE ppl hu just bring us down
k,i make mistakes at times,,but
i do remember and i dun redo them..atleast
i tink i dont.
back to these PPl
just chill and we'll pull through,,i hope

now that i got that off my chest,
yay
k bored now,,
've been waking up ReallY early lately,,choir and stuff
thnak GOD tomoro's a Friday,,so can slp.
yay,CYA!

much love


nonononono,,
i got one more thing to rant about
i am a loyal paramore fan
obssesed,,literally
hey monday,,nt reli
just got to know them a few months ago(tnx to Alyssa..nt rite spelling..lol)
yea,,but paramore,,since 2005,,when all we know came out
so then Twilight came out
and this dude liked paramore coz they were famous(more than they already were)
yea,and DUDE here started bragging on how DUDE
knows a lot bout paramore
the next thing i know ppl will think imma poser.

so i hate DUDE
ya,nw,,for real,,cya.




really tired,,
headed 4 camp on Wednesday.
didnt eat breakfast so was starving until mealtime at 10ish.
ate mee,,wasnt very nice haha
the place was honestly VERY scary,,
then we went to Serangoon stadium 4 the YOG activities.

it was really HOT too,,got like two skin tones darker?
haha,,random..
kk,,err
ya,,gt really tired,
then we didnt get to bathe on time coz
the guys were taking their own sweet time
didnt noe they were so vain

wtvwtv,,ate dinner,,did reflection and all
then had supper-mexican bun and milo
the mexican bun tasted spoiled,,haha

headed 4 our bunks,,my other bunkmates
took the beds without discussing and we were pissed
but we got over it and slept on the floor
i wasnt reli pissed coz i dun find the point in it

nighttime-
damn hot.the fan didnt even reached us!
i knew i brought my mini fan but dunno
where it was,,so suffered 4 that nite
but got used to it after awhile
when 'the floor' thought
the tragedy was over,,,,,,,
ppl invited their frens over for a LONG,,AND NOT-EXACTLY-WHISPER
chat.

Zena asked them to lower their vol down
twice,,and i was like,,thanks zena
lol,,got to slp after midnite.
woke up round 4.30
didnt get to bathe in peace coz they were like
rushing those in the cubicles
and the cubicles dont even have doors!
wth sia,,
but i managed to rush=]
i dun get y they took so long to bathe
it seemed to me that oni sheela tasha and me
plus some others
had the knowledge to brush teeth and wash face b4/after
entering cubicle..
haha

b4 breakfast,,
sacha was hyper(lol)
i was bored
tasha was half dead
sheela was talking to zena
it was boring coz the guys alredi went to the stadium
so reli quiet
lmao.we got nasi lemak 4 breakfast
kinda nice

then did activities in campsite
liked kabadi the most
then the water bomb and dodgeball
cool sia
camp fire was cool at first but got boring coz choir and drama
ppl were'nt allowed to shout and scream
my voice changed but nt so drastically.
and the the snrs came
err,haizan,,liyana,,shah,,cynthia,,and others

then this morning,
me sheela sacha and tasha
actually woke at 4(2 hrs b4 reporting time)
to bathe,,kanchiong
then in the end there was no one
the rest started bathing at 5.
wth..gtg,,gonna sleep,beyond tired
tomoro atuk will be discharged,cant wait
to see him

nite!