THE ABSURDITY OF ILLYA ERTIQA a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?

i.am.officially.a.student.leader.
really happy,,seriously
i was really down a few days ago
coz i tot i wasnt chosen but
i was downright wrong,,kae moving on
saw two of SLPS ppl
two days ago,,saw fahmie
he botak nw,,why?i have no idea
he was so strange,,he walked besdide me and just stared at me
at first didnt recognise him,,thought
who sia,,but he was nice

then saw hafiz just now
he was kicking a soccer ball,,he looked very mat-y
lmao,he was waiting 4 syazwan(neighbour)
he was nice too..
he saw me he said hello ertiqa
lol
and he waved and said bye to me,,
he wasnt like dat in primary school
hope hes really mature now..lmao

that is all i haf to say

*i wont say much love coz i totally realise thats wad minahs use
omg ppl,,dont get me wrong,,im no minah,,
i learnt the 'much love' from a book..eww,,i cant believe minahs wld copy me
lmao.

catch u l8r(using that now=])



saturday morning,,
nth to do,,nth to do.
ouh,,its Nurul's bdae today,,and azman's
lucky them,,mine's in like,,4-5 months time,
moving on,,
ouh,,learned a new word yesterday in Lit
"bused",,like i bus-ed to sch today

ouhkay,,that wasnt the real word in Lit..
the word was melancholy,,it meant something
yesterday got scolded by Ms Chong,,ouh no,,realised i haf math homework,,
that should settle for bout an hour

then maybe i'll read abook..
pfft,,kae not gonna happen.
crashing at Nyai's l8r,,
she's gonna cook.laksa.....
lmao,,ate steak and mashed potato 4 breakfast
damn full,,well thats it






exams are finally over
well,,i dont really feel much relief,,didnt study that hard
i'm such a douche in geog
i missed out on the last question that was worth 20 marks
maths paper 1 few mistakes

kae enough of exams,,friggin worried 4 the results

*breathe*

kae,,,,so uhm,,'ve been listening to
angels by within temptation
and
the hunger by fireflight

listen to them,,they rock
apart from that,,cry by the veronicas are cool.
ouh,,and thoughtless by evanescence,,its a korn cover
its way nicer than the way korn sings it=P
i've been cutting down on Paramore,,
seriously hating the fact that they're a sellout.sighihg BIG time

goin library l8r,,is it even open?!
myn insists so wtv,,
its been a while since i stepped into that place
hope it wont be crowded with wannabes
guess thats it

much love