THE ABSURDITY OF ILLYA ERTIQA
a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world,
a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts.
i want to be 11 again.
but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead.
so is michael jackson.
why am i always just a little too late?
Thursday, May 27, 2010
yack yack yack boom. okay sugar rush causes brain to malfunction/ got results : 9/35 not bad uhh,for me amaths slacked like crazy. almost failed,thank god c6. haha. bored but anything's better than watching american idol so.. haha surfing in the dark..eyes kinda hurting :P
sigh gtr
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Monday, May 24, 2010
Just go ahead & cry.
Just go ahead and CRY.
SY's leaving at 1 am to Switz. lucky dude -.-
im stuck in school while he gets to see hot guys!
though,i dont think he's interested in hot dudes.
omg illya,duh uhh he's not.
today laughed ALOT. till the last part of english.
tnx uhh leon,you're always there to ruin my mood.
but screw that.
today's first period was mother tongue.
played around with joelyn's clique and dali's.
LMAO-ed like crazy. dilis' malay speak FAIL. haha
chemistry was sorta dry.cept the fact that joelyn
messsed up mr daniel's experiment and was paranoid about it.
then bio. bio was hell;but in a good way.
jack chong was mocking dilis like 30% of the time
omg,funny.
felt drunk though,laughed at practically everything.
even the stupid things that doesnt make sense.
then teacher told me to make announcement to 1-2 & 1-4.
it was crazy in 1-4 cause there were no teacher, and
a bee was like chasing me around the classroom..
stupid bee -.-
anywhoo,teacher left class at 1130 for some briefing
and had free period till lunch,so
the whole time gossiped about HAPPY
and watched wei yuan not accepting defeat
when arm-wrestling christopher. hahah typical -.-
english was fun.
isabel,illya & SY (+ occasional intervention from rano)
crapped about silicon. and girls.
which is weird. haha. then in the end i didnt get to finish my
correction :P
speaking of corrections, i got a 53 for english
which is bullshit cause i scored an a2 for c.a -.-
but tnx to compa,i passed.
failed amaths though, haha loser.
had to make up for chemistry practical. so it
was illya,joelyn & ms chua in the chem lab.
im suspecting that ms chua is afraid of ghosts.
hahaha. long story. too lazy to say.
sigh,tired.
gtr,later.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Sunday, May 23, 2010
YouMakeMeWannaLaLa.
ASHLEE SIMSON :)
tiring day ; not even sure why. slacked in the morning,went library, *bought my Double Chocolate Frappe!* missed my chocolate chip beverage from Starbucks :(
met Sacha and her sis. Sacha got the caramel frappe :) went Timezone,spent like 20 bucks there. noob place -.- i realised my sisters have BAD taste in games -.- went Mac, window shopped & head home. thats it. so why am i tired again?
Saw this turqoise and lace dress. Pretty. heh & this pair of green and yellow overalls (beachwear) its nice,but was $49.90 :( expensive.
Parent-teacher meeting + last day of school is this thursday. heh cant wait.
GTR. later! p/s this blog is soooo gnna die. i swear!
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Saturday, May 22, 2010
BirthdayDedication
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL!!!!
Wish i could bake you that sorta cake, but i cant even bake normal
pineapple tarts without burning them,so...haha.
sorry late text,just woke up :P
gtr,see ya:D later
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Paramore - Hayley Williams Vocal Warm Up
omygosh. she doesnt look that interested,but its way way way better then choir warm ups. heh.
okay, correction. its way way way better then my warm ups in choir. she's soo consistent :)
Saturday, May 22, 2010
&FoundADemonInMySafestHaven/
TURN IT OFF
i scraped my knees while i was praying
and found a demon in my safest haven
seems like its getting harder to believe in anything
and just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts
i wanna know what it’d be like
to find perfection in my pride
to see nothing in the light but
Turn It Off in all my spite, in all my spite i’ll turn it off
and the worst part is before it gets any better we’re headed for a cliff
and in the freefall i will realize i'm better off when I hit the bottom
tragedy it seems unending
im watching everyone i looked up to break and bending
we’re taking short cuts and false illusions just to cut out the hero
well i can see behind the curtain the wheels are creaking, turning
its all wrong the way we’re working towards a goal thats nonexistent,
it’s nonexistent but we just keep believing
and the worst part is before it gets any better we’re headed for a cliff
and in the freefall i will realize i'm better off when I hit the bottom
i wanna know what it’d be like
to find perfection in my pride
to see nothing in the light but turn it off in all my spite,
in all my spite i’ll turn it off just turn it off again
again, again, again.
and the worst part is before it gets any better we’re headed for a cliff
and in the freefall i will realize i'm better off when I hit the bottom
and the worst part is before it gets any better we’re headed for a cliff
and in the freefall i will realize i'm better off when I hit the bottom
I HEART PARAMORE
booooreeeed. people eating outside :( i dont get to eat
till they finally stop eating -.- typical. today's motivation : boredom ^^
gtr. lates!
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
InMemoryOf
today's late grandfather's kenduri.
parents are out,market duty. lol.
they gave me some chores but screw that.
the councillors are in school; cleaning the council room
haha. kay lame.
i realised the last time i posted up pics was a very loong time ago. lol
so nows the time :) *super wrong timing,i know*
THE OUTING W NURAH:
heh. got bored while getting ready.
kay. so maybe i didnt take ALot of pics,haha.
that weird looking figure on stage in the Esplanade was some character,performing.
very cute,but somehow she reminded me of Ms Grace. idk why.
& idk why whenever i upload pics the words screw up -.-
well whatever. gtr. see ya :D later.
Friday, May 21, 2010
WhenItsBoomBoomBoomNavyStyle.
update! heh. todays post motivated by choir :)
sec three cohort went to Navy Open House @ CNB today the 'heading there' part was alright. the 'coming back' part was super messy the queue was bloody long and the atmosphere was hot. very hot.
but had fun,the irony : we were in a once-in-a-lifetime-allowed-entarnce place,surrounded by ships that i might never get thaat close to again,and we did was slack in the 'Fun & Family' section,playing games. enjoyed the bouncy-bouncy thing *heh,sounds wrong* the big balloon fun-fair thingy..it was super fun,and unexpected. like why would they let 15 year old school girls in there? but then again,they let in ITE dudes after us. kay,not the point. point is,had major fun there,until i banged into shijing. i was about to exit when syafiqah pulled me back and my hard sold rock head crashed into shijing's. LMAO-ed in there while shijing tried to overcome the pain. Syafiqah's to blame. give her your insurance bill. haha,kay crappy.
then waited a very very long time for the other half of the class(the dudes,mostly) before realising we left Gabby in the tentage. hehe,went back for him,worried. found him happily playing with the air riffles in the booth -.-
went back school.
choir was somewhat fun today. got to coach the sec ones. by coach i mean torture. haha,no joke. torture's for nigel only. hah,the sec ones are gonna hate me. not really a patient person, not wanting to be one either. found out the committe was discussing about the new committee and im gnna be one of them.wow.heh.
tired + headache now. tomorrow there'll be a kenduri for late grandfather, house gnna be crowded. have to ditch the cleanig of council room :( i like scrubbing the walls, and the slacking while everyone else works pkay crap ; brain not functioning.
sunday will be nurul's birthday. crazee girl doesnt want anything for her birthday. tsktsk tsk,she doesnt get the fun part of birthdays : the 'you-can-get-anything-thats-reasonable-you-want-part'. *rolls eyes*
im missing school :( idk why,but ve been loving school lately. *sigh* better get rest.
gtr. later.
Friday, May 21, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
20thMay2010
heheh. updating blog again ^^ im am seriously motivated to keep on blogging, tnx fina! :) & this time,im gnna give myself a couple of days before getting sick of it again -.- rite, today it drizzled during the national anthem,i was really hoping for it to pour, sadly it didnt *rolls eyes* went back to class. p.e was cancelled due to the rain(i.e. pathetic drizzle) free period in class: discussion of class outing,led by SY,failed halfway cause Sy got pissed. heh. i went around bugging people..from nadia to syafiqah to tiffany etc etc.
had to find ms chua during reccess for chem pratical so what i did: went down central staircase,strolled pass theaterette, paused at the entrance of the office,continued up the library staircase, headed back to duty area.
in bio we combined with 3e3,and woah,that class is super chaotic,in a good way. so hyper and all,unlike mine. but the 15 of us are cool in our own way ^^ okay,cut the cheesy crap. i got a 65 in bio. officially a straight B student.. excluding malay,ss,histry
from 2 - 3 got free period.. most of the time we just slacked,did corrections. 20 mins before dismissal : 15 year olds running around, spraying water, snacking, chilling to music etc etc. but it wasnt chaotic,not zoo-material crazy self-dismissed then slacked till reporting time for the state funeral.
the 'pay last respect' session was kinda slow. took bus,walk walk,bowed thrice,walk walk,bussed,school. the end. heh.
ate at mac with fina and su qing. then chong home. otw home saw a bunch of wannabe skaters. by that i mean mats on skateboards *rolls eyes* losers. kay,gtr.
later.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
heheh.exams are finally over. okay,lousy excuse for an overdueed post -.- results are surpringly okaay,so far. dont think there's much to worry about,cept maybe Amaths. urgh,Amaths. oh,Amaths..today Mrs Lim Yap took over,Mdm Chong MIA heh,ridiculously funny lesson. she went on and on about how we shouldnt treat her as some random relief. *rolls eyes* didnt work at all. Rano got scolded for eating in class at the start of the lesson and till the end,he couldnt stop mocking her. LMAOed. Lim Yap glared at me. Twice. For laughing too loud, and for (obviously)not paying attetntion. And i think she was somewhat upset at something i said. heh,heck care. The dumb thing was,that i didnt even know that was her,i thought she was some..nvm.. but i was super shocked when the class greeted her as Mrs Lim Yap.
& today was our first physical training session for the camp. Oh camp. I hope it doesnt require much resilience. Okay,who the hell am i kidding. Its a resilience camp after all.
Throat hurts from excessive singing (& guitar-ing) I still have yet to lose my voice. ve been wanting to since 7March--Paramore. Sigh,Paramore. Hayley is super cute. She has an ugly boyfriend :( Josh is getting married :(