%LET'S KICK SOME NUTS

no surprise here

THE ABSURDITY OF ILLYA ERTIQA a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?

Saturday, July 24, 2010

IN THE CLOSET, IN THE HALLS

SKILLET
They're a really cool band :)
recommending MONSTER
had RHD yesterday.
wore an Indian costume.
people kept saying i looked like a bride
and im like 'ouhkay paiseh liao'
and when i loitered around
people kept staring me 'up down'
self concious.
or maybe just prasan, for all i know
they were staring at the empty space behind me..
choir --> slacked alot. heh
lately there isnt much time to lay back.
ALOT of things have been going on
like.. ND planning, hmwk, projects.
sigh..amaths sucked the life out of me.
ive got no life now :(
hah. drama.
meeting shui yuan tmr..ND com.
sigh.

The secret side of me, I never let you seeI keep it caged but I can't control itSo stay away from me, the beast is uglyI feel the rage and I just can't hold itIt's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the hallsIt comes awake and I can't control itHiding under the bed, in my body, in my headWhy won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skinI must confess that I feel like a monsterI hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begunI must confess that I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterMy secret side I keep hid under lock and keyI keep it caged but I can't control it'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me downWhy won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skinI must confess that I feel like a monsterI hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begunI must confess that I feel like a monsterI feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skinI must confess that I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterIt's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharpThere's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heartNo one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dreamMaybe it's inside of me, stop this monsterI feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skinI must confess that I feel like a monsterI hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begunI must confess that I feel like a monsterI feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skinI must confess that I feel like a monsterI've gotta lose control, he something radicalI must confess that I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monster

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Saturday, July 3, 2010

I need to know, why we dont trust them.