Cause all we know is falling.

brace yourselves.

2010-12-19T23:57:00.000-08:00

guess what guess what guess what?
new year's coming!!!
but you already knew that.
just read my previous few posts and came across one that mentioned
how school was gonna end. awwwww :(
and now school's gonna start again. AWWWW T.T
time flies like whooossh.
just when i got used to sleeping in and watching tv the whole time :/
ohh weelll.

wow how my head spins right now.
guitared for like 3 hrs straight.

seee ya lates.

2010-12-19T23:54:00.000-08:00

weee weee weee
i know what i want for my birthday now.
hell late.
so here it is :
~~iPod classic~~
~~iPod toucch~~
~~really cool $59.90 headphones~~

A CAPO :)
maybe i could throw in a couple new cds and whatnot
yaaay.

now i can play guitar with satisfaction ^^ \m/

REST IN PEACE/PISS

2010-12-01T19:37:00.000-08:00

MY BLOG IS DEAD!
DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

FOR A PESSIMIST, IM PRETTY OPTIMISTIC

2010-11-12T06:54:00.000-08:00

THIS SUCKS CAUSE INSTEAD OF THINKING OF HOW YOU ARE, IM THINKING WHETHER YOU'RE DEAD YET.

BURN BURN BURN BABY WHY DONT WE JUST BURN?

2010-10-25T05:58:00.000-07:00

zomg sch is ending :(

im gonna miss it..

i wanna work sooo badly.

some experience plus my own money wld do me some good :(

sucks to hear people arnd me are getting jobs

jiesheng,sacha,maria(ithink),rano,kelvin.

siigggh.

and apart from being a couch potato and stare

at stupid tv shows,i gotta revise

damn. joelyn,sheela,sacha

starting revision early.

never actually cared but then the pressure's quite high now.

*i can feel the pressure, its gettin closer now..*

heh. frequent moodswings lately.

shocker?

blog's dying, maybe i should get a diary.. the hell?

yes,a little black book.

hah.

i want a job :(

then again, id have to actually work.

kay adrenaline.

later.

Hey, my conscious on the run.

2010-10-20T05:02:00.000-07:00

FIT FOR RIVALS IS AN AWESOME BAND.

had to face a hell lot of drama. but its cool, better than living

a boring life.

i realised the guy ive been crushing on (by a tiny bit)

isnt really nice, at all.

kay so cancel. crush-less now

heh.

yes, he's not the nice sort, but he is pretty cool.

& its a good thing he doesnt knw, cause i get the feeling

it'll get into his airhead. heh.

results have been ouhkay so far.

kay i lied,no they sucked.

improved in amaths(says Mr Lim) but still noob.

Emaths' a goner.

thats what i get for not paying attention at all.

*thats what you get when you let your heart win,woaahh*

Aced bio.

dropped in malay :(

mdm memy thought i was playing arnd during exam.. HUH?

joker.

did quite badly for english :P

wanted an A, got a B. siggh.

history was okay,

but ss gonna pull me down, just like every other time.

-.-

ouhkay bored.

later.

It's a shame you'll never know how much you got to lose.

2010-10-19T05:51:00.001-07:00

YOURE A BITCHFACE & I FRIGGIN WANT YOU DEAD.

You took it off, and put it on for them.Never satisfied with no one no not anything.You take it all and throw it back at them.Everything is wrong unless you have your way again.Take your time, don't hurry up, cause nothing is ever enough.Every time you're around girl you've forgot.How you try to make believe in something your not.Your time is running out.Oh girl you've got so damn much to prove.It's a shame you'll never know how much you got to lose.Your time is running out.You shook me off, and went around again.Never satisfied with no one no not anything.You came around, to fade away with them.Everything is wrong unless you have your way again.Take your time, don't hurry up, cause nothing is ever enough.Every time you're around girl you've forgot.How you try to make believe in something your not.Your time is running out.Oh girl you've got so damn much to prove.It's a shame you'll never know how much you got to lose.Your time is running out.Take your time, don't hurry up, cause nothing is ever enough.Every time you're around girl you've forgot.How you try to make believe in something your not.Your time is running out.Oh girl you've got so damn much to prove.It's a shame you'll never know how much you got to lose.Your time is running out.

2010-08-31T18:55:00.000-07:00

Not a die-hard T.S fan, but browsing

around for her song chords.

Mostly cause they're super easy for a noobcase

like me..

Cept for the part where a capo is required..

lost my cheapo capo(heh rhymes huh)

ages ago..

gotta get a proper one soon..

speaking of getting new stuff,been thinking of how to spend

this year's raya money.. hehhehe

so on an average i'd get like 300++ dollars

(though i get the feeling this year's wont be as much)

and this is what im gonna spend it on

(maybe not all,depends on budget)

(and its not really confirmed,just based on what i want currently)

1. Capo

(which should cost around 25?)

2. New phone

(though i doubt i'll get this..or maybe i'll get a new old phone. get it? The

cheapo sort..)

3. Guitar Hero wii set

(they're selling the guitar at $69!!)

(but then again if i were to buy it then i'd have to share so....)

4. blue-green coloured Converse

okaay..maybe its not much of a list..

but they're what i despo want right now..

thats it.

gtr.

2010-08-13T05:04:00.000-07:00

ND CELEBRATION

turned out okay. couldve maybe be done better..

since the planning was tough enough.

but not caring since we didnt exactly cock up or antg.

The planning freed me of like arnd 5 choir sessions.

normally i would be overjoyed,

but sadly i was too occupied to enjoy the moments.

actually panicked about missing out on stuff.

turns out msgrace wasnt even present. =.=

but two weeks without choir is PEACEFUL.

especially after what happened today

*rolls eyes*

neighbourhood choir, try saying that to kocky.

rite,enough of ndc.

3rd day of fasting.

not bad so far.

not really caring about the hunger,

but moodswings are frequent nowadays...

Friday the 13th.

its cursed. hah, today sorta sucked.

correction : choir sucked today.

lessons plus looking at Mr Siva in a dress

was AWESOME.

METWE FTW!

IN THE CLOSET, IN THE HALLS

2010-07-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

SKILLET
They're a really cool band :)
recommending MONSTER
had RHD yesterday.
wore an Indian costume.
people kept saying i looked like a bride
and im like 'ouhkay paiseh liao'
and when i loitered around
people kept staring me 'up down'
self concious.
or maybe just prasan, for all i know
they were staring at the empty space behind me..
choir --> slacked alot. heh
lately there isnt much time to lay back.
ALOT of things have been going on
like.. ND planning, hmwk, projects.
sigh..amaths sucked the life out of me.
ive got no life now :(
hah. drama.
meeting shui yuan tmr..ND com.
sigh.

The secret side of me, I never let you seeI keep it caged but I can't control itSo stay away from me, the beast is uglyI feel the rage and I just can't hold itIt's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the hallsIt comes awake and I can't control itHiding under the bed, in my body, in my headWhy won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skinI must confess that I feel like a monsterI hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begunI must confess that I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterMy secret side I keep hid under lock and keyI keep it caged but I can't control it'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me downWhy won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skinI must confess that I feel like a monsterI hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begunI must confess that I feel like a monsterI feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skinI must confess that I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterIt's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharpThere's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heartNo one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dreamMaybe it's inside of me, stop this monsterI feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skinI must confess that I feel like a monsterI hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begunI must confess that I feel like a monsterI feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skinI must confess that I feel like a monsterI've gotta lose control, he something radicalI must confess that I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monster

I need to know, why we dont trust them.

2010-07-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

First week of school was fun.

was extremely hyper on monday. idk why.

practically annoyed everyone. heh.

choir yesterday. wasnt too bad. world peace since nigel was absent. woops.

bumped into jp at mac

said hi, laughed and left.

crapped w joelyn,haha that didnt come out right,but we get the point.

went home.

i cooked today!

yippee,no food poisoining, so far.

okay confession :

didnt actually cook, just friend a bunch of stuff

and made pancakes :P

accomplishment :D

boredom, boredom.

lately (apart from being crazy) had crappy moodswings

i hate what puberty does >.>

teenage drama . *siiiggghhhh

heh but whatheheck. let go easily.

ic coming on tuesday ^^

but i wont be able to get my arabic name :(

gtr nights

DAMAGES

2010-06-24T00:13:00.000-07:00

IDK WHY JOSH'S FACE ISNT THR..

june hols are ending :(

dont get to slack anymore T.T

but whattheheck,slacked quite enough already.

First week : went away for camp

Second week : hanged out on moday then went to Bali the rest of the week.

Third week : didnt bother to do anything

fourth week : still not doing anything.

ve been listening to Fit For Rivals lately.

Damages <3

choir tmr :(

choir farewell party :D

no haizan :(

gtr. ciao!

Post Camp

2010-06-04T07:02:00.000-07:00

just got back. tired -.-
updates will come soon. i hope.

gtr. later

2010-05-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

yack yack yack boom.
okay sugar rush causes brain to malfunction/
got results : 9/35
not bad uhh,for me
amaths slacked like crazy.
almost failed,thank god c6.
haha. bored but anything's better than watching american idol so..
haha
surfing in the dark..eyes kinda hurting :P

sigh gtr

Just go ahead & cry.

2010-05-24T05:52:00.000-07:00

Just go ahead and CRY.

SY's leaving at 1 am to Switz. lucky dude -.-

im stuck in school while he gets to see hot guys!

though,i dont think he's interested in hot dudes.

omg illya,duh uhh he's not.

today laughed ALOT. till the last part of english.

tnx uhh leon,you're always there to ruin my mood.

but screw that.

today's first period was mother tongue.

played around with joelyn's clique and dali's.

LMAO-ed like crazy. dilis' malay speak FAIL. haha

chemistry was sorta dry.cept the fact that joelyn

messsed up mr daniel's experiment and was paranoid about it.

then bio. bio was hell;but in a good way.

jack chong was mocking dilis like 30% of the time

omg,funny.

felt drunk though,laughed at practically everything.

even the stupid things that doesnt make sense.

then teacher told me to make announcement to 1-2 & 1-4.

it was crazy in 1-4 cause there were no teacher, and

a bee was like chasing me around the classroom..

stupid bee -.-

anywhoo,teacher left class at 1130 for some briefing

and had free period till lunch,so

the whole time gossiped about HAPPY

and watched wei yuan not accepting defeat

when arm-wrestling christopher. hahah typical -.-

english was fun.

isabel,illya & SY (+ occasional intervention from rano)

crapped about silicon. and girls.

which is weird. haha. then in the end i didnt get to finish my

correction :P

speaking of corrections, i got a 53 for english

which is bullshit cause i scored an a2 for c.a -.-

but tnx to compa,i passed.

failed amaths though, haha loser.

had to make up for chemistry practical. so it

was illya,joelyn & ms chua in the chem lab.

im suspecting that ms chua is afraid of ghosts.

hahaha. long story. too lazy to say.

sigh,tired.

gtr,later.

YouMakeMeWannaLaLa.

2010-05-23T03:24:00.000-07:00

ASHLEE SIMSON :)

tiring day ; not even sure why.
slacked in the morning,went library,
*bought my Double Chocolate Frappe!*
missed my chocolate chip beverage from Starbucks :(

met Sacha and her sis. Sacha got the caramel frappe :)
went Timezone,spent like 20 bucks there. noob place -.-
i realised my sisters have BAD taste in games -.-
went Mac, window shopped & head home. thats it. so why am i tired again?

Saw this turqoise and lace dress. Pretty. heh
& this pair of green and yellow overalls (beachwear)
its nice,but was $49.90 :(
expensive.

Parent-teacher meeting + last day of school is this thursday. heh
cant wait.

GTR. later!
p/s this blog is soooo gnna die. i swear!

BirthdayDedication

2010-05-22T21:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL!!!!

Wish i could bake you that sorta cake, but i cant even bake normal

pineapple tarts without burning them,so...haha.

sorry late text,just woke up :P

gtr,see ya:D later

Paramore - Hayley Williams Vocal Warm Up

2010-05-22T20:15:00.000-07:00

omygosh. she doesnt look that interested,but its way way way better then choir warm ups. heh.

okay, correction. its way way way better then my warm ups in choir. she's soo consistent :)

&FoundADemonInMySafestHaven/

2010-05-22T04:08:00.000-07:00

TURN IT OFF

i scraped my knees while i was praying

and found a demon in my safest haven

seems like its getting harder to believe in anything

and just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts

i wanna know what it’d be like

to find perfection in my pride

to see nothing in the light but

Turn It Off in all my spite, in all my spite i’ll turn it off

and the worst part is before it gets any better we’re headed for a cliff

and in the freefall i will realize i'm better off when I hit the bottom

tragedy it seems unending

im watching everyone i looked up to break and bending

we’re taking short cuts and false illusions just to cut out the hero

well i can see behind the curtain the wheels are creaking, turning

its all wrong the way we’re working towards a goal thats nonexistent,

it’s nonexistent but we just keep believing

and the worst part is before it gets any better we’re headed for a cliff

and in the freefall i will realize i'm better off when I hit the bottom

i wanna know what it’d be like

to find perfection in my pride

to see nothing in the light but turn it off in all my spite,

in all my spite i’ll turn it off just turn it off again

again, again, again.

and the worst part is before it gets any better we’re headed for a cliff

and in the freefall i will realize i'm better off when I hit the bottom

and the worst part is before it gets any better we’re headed for a cliff

and in the freefall i will realize i'm better off when I hit the bottom

I HEART PARAMORE

booooreeeed. people eating outside :( i dont get to eat

till they finally stop eating -.- typical. today's motivation : boredom ^^

gtr. lates!

InMemoryOf

2010-05-21T18:31:00.000-07:00

today's late grandfather's kenduri.

parents are out,market duty. lol.

they gave me some chores but screw that.

the councillors are in school; cleaning the council room

haha. kay lame.

i realised the last time i posted up pics was a very loong time ago. lol

so nows the time :) *super wrong timing,i know*

THE OUTING W NURAH:

heh. got bored while getting ready.

kay. so maybe i didnt take ALot of pics,haha.

that weird looking figure on stage in the Esplanade was some character,performing.

very cute,but somehow she reminded me of Ms Grace. idk why.

& idk why whenever i upload pics the words screw up -.-

well whatever. gtr. see ya :D later.

WhenItsBoomBoomBoomNavyStyle.

2010-05-21T05:53:00.000-07:00

update! heh. todays post motivated by choir :)

sec three cohort went to Navy Open House @ CNB today
the 'heading there' part was alright. the 'coming back' part was super messy
the queue was bloody long and the atmosphere was hot. very hot.

but had fun,the irony :
we were in a once-in-a-lifetime-allowed-entarnce place,surrounded
by ships that i might never get thaat close to again,and we did was
slack in the 'Fun & Family' section,playing games.
enjoyed the bouncy-bouncy thing *heh,sounds wrong*
the big balloon fun-fair thingy..it was super fun,and unexpected.
like why would they let 15 year old school girls in there?
but then again,they let in ITE dudes after us. kay,not the point.
point is,had major fun there,until i banged into shijing.
i was about to exit when syafiqah pulled me back and my hard sold rock head
crashed into shijing's. LMAO-ed in there while shijing tried to overcome the pain.
Syafiqah's to blame. give her your insurance bill. haha,kay crappy.

then waited a very very long time for the other half of the class(the dudes,mostly)
before realising we left Gabby in the tentage. hehe,went back for him,worried.
found him happily playing with the air riffles in the booth -.-

went back school.

choir was somewhat fun today.
got to coach the sec ones. by coach i mean torture. haha,no joke.
torture's for nigel only. hah,the sec ones are gonna hate me.
not really a patient person, not wanting to be one either.
found out the committe was discussing about the new committee
and im gnna be one of them.wow.heh.

tired + headache now.
tomorrow there'll be a kenduri for late grandfather,
house gnna be crowded. have to ditch the cleanig of council room :(
i like scrubbing the walls, and the slacking while everyone else works
pkay crap ; brain not functioning.

sunday will be nurul's birthday.
crazee girl doesnt want anything for her birthday.
tsktsk tsk,she doesnt get the fun part of birthdays :
the 'you-can-get-anything-thats-reasonable-you-want-part'. *rolls eyes*

im missing school :(
idk why,but ve been loving school lately.
*sigh* better get rest.

gtr. later.

20thMay2010

2010-05-20T04:32:00.000-07:00

heheh. updating blog again ^^
im am seriously motivated to keep on blogging, tnx fina! :)
& this time,im gnna give myself a couple of days before getting sick of it again -.-
rite,
today it drizzled during the national anthem,i was really hoping for it to pour,
sadly it didnt *rolls eyes* went back to class.
p.e was cancelled due to the rain(i.e. pathetic drizzle)
free period in class: discussion of class outing,led by SY,failed halfway
cause Sy got pissed. heh.
i went around bugging people..from nadia to syafiqah to tiffany
etc etc.

had to find ms chua during reccess for chem pratical
so what i did:
went down central staircase,strolled pass theaterette,
paused at the entrance of the office,continued up the library staircase,
headed back to duty area.

in bio we combined with 3e3,and woah,that class is super chaotic,in a good way.
so hyper and all,unlike mine. but the 15 of us are cool in our own way ^^
okay,cut the cheesy crap.
i got a 65 in bio. officially a straight B student..
excluding malay,ss,histry

from 2 - 3 got free period..
most of the time we just slacked,did corrections.
20 mins before dismissal :
15 year olds running around, spraying water, snacking, chilling to music
etc etc. but it wasnt chaotic,not zoo-material crazy
self-dismissed then slacked till reporting time for the state funeral.

the 'pay last respect' session was kinda slow.
took bus,walk walk,bowed thrice,walk walk,bussed,school.
the end. heh.

ate at mac with fina and su qing.
then chong home. otw home saw a bunch of wannabe skaters.
by that i mean mats on skateboards *rolls eyes*
losers. kay,gtr.

later.

2010-05-19T06:03:00.000-07:00

heheh.exams are finally over.
okay,lousy excuse for an overdueed post -.-
results are surpringly okaay,so far.
dont think there's much to worry about,cept maybe Amaths.
urgh,Amaths.
oh,Amaths..today Mrs Lim Yap took over,Mdm Chong MIA
heh,ridiculously funny lesson.
she went on and on about how we shouldnt treat her as some random relief. *rolls eyes*
didnt work at all. Rano got scolded for eating in class at the start of the lesson
and till the end,he couldnt stop mocking her.
LMAOed. Lim Yap glared at me. Twice.
For laughing too loud, and for (obviously)not paying attetntion.
And i think she was somewhat upset at something i said. heh,heck care.
The dumb thing was,that i didnt even know that was her,i thought she was some..nvm..
but i was super shocked when the class greeted her as Mrs Lim Yap.

& today was our first physical training session for the camp.
Oh camp. I hope it doesnt require much resilience.
Okay,who the hell am i kidding.
Its a resilience camp after all.

Throat hurts from excessive singing (& guitar-ing)
I still have yet to lose my voice.
ve been wanting to since 7March--Paramore.
Sigh,Paramore. Hayley is super cute. She has an ugly boyfriend :(
Josh is getting married :(

I'm a type A+ (blood group)^^

gtr
later.

2010-03-28T23:56:00.000-07:00

MARCH:

a lot has passed

paramore came and went,class outing and i lost my gdad.

and ibu complaint that i spent a lot this month :P

im soo tired now..havent really slept well for the past few days..

missing both gdads a LOT..i hope they're safe and well.

friends have been supportive..

some of which i didnt thought would find out about the lost of my gdad

public performance was pretty cool

wasnt as hyper as two years ago..

but it was fun.

and on the plus side,someone shouted my name when i was performing

still unsure who that really was..since i missed out on sch

took a number of pics..dissed people..the usual

haizan did a great job at make up

when i got back,kak ferind,mami mas and ibu said i looked like Amy Lee

*grins*

its raining now..

speaking of rain..cat pee-d on my bed..twice.

dumb cat...my english vocab book ruined..

parents said they're gonna throw him away..

but i doubt they'll do that

i've had enough of people leaving me.

i sound pretty emo and wimpy now

urgh

*sigh..she's crazy gorgeous*

and she's cute..

omg.. sometimes i get so weird,i even freak myself out

i sounded gay w the captions..huuuhhhh

better catch up w homework...

uhh maybe later.

2010-02-05T04:08:00.000-08:00

lmao..havent post for extremely looong..
i think imma leave my blog to rot :P
*sigh* had cip just now..
pretty much tired..gonna ditch hmwk till sunday..

today was extremely hyper..
chemistry was fun..no miss chua
and the relief teacher slept in class..
so we were pretty much free..
he gave us a worksheet but we fin it in like 15 mins..so plenty of
time to make noise..
the truth or dare session was surprisingly cool

but then cip came and drained out my energy/hyperness..
slept in councillor room..it was really peaceful..till
rasyidah went "oi!oi!" from outside..
had a briefing then went dinner..

watching jaiho now..gotta practise..

later!

2010-01-09T06:59:00.000-08:00

okay..i know i posted just a while ago..

but guess what?!

I'VE GOT TICKETS TO PARAMORE!!

well only one..for myself..heehe

the kiss mark is mine..lol..wiped it off already

heeeh..okay hyper..

imma watch Paramore..yay yay!

kay..hyper moment over :(

later!

2010-01-09T06:18:00.000-08:00

*sigh..really tired..lmao
uhh to those i havent met..Happy New Year!
a week to late but still..
didnt do much that night..didnt go out or nitin..
but texted bryan though..it was crazy but cool
sec one orientation was handsdown crazy/tiring.
i got sun burnt :(
stood in the quadrangle from 10 to 1 grrr

got home around 830 on parents night
was tired and sticky..moody like hell
ty headache..when i got home
Anmouch wasnt there..sis said he went out..
i was so bloody pissed,showered then slept..didnt bothered to do hmwk..
the next morning ayah found him on the second floor meowing
weird cat -.-
*sigh again

yesterday went karaoke..hahha
went back round 1230 am..
managed to sing kelly clarkson,evanescence,taylor swift & avril
haha..tired again..

gonna do malay soon..maybe tmr..maybe not..huhh.
later!

P.S gd luck to those getting results on Monday!

The after-performance

2009-12-18T23:23:00.000-08:00

okay,,so performance was on the 12th,last saturday,
almost had a nervous breakdown
*urgh,dramatic*
overall i think i attended two out of three rehearsals,
the second one was held at uncle Rano's hse..
it was cool,,Irish was walking round,she hid my song file,twice,lol
so,a week after the wedding,which is nw,finally felt like uploading my videos,

i kept looking down though,
uhh duhh first time playing songs i dont really know after only two rehearsals
with a first row seat,alone,in front of every one,,what do u expect?
im only a girl,,a girl on her way to STARDOM,,

Red carpet material?You bet!lol

nyahaha,joke
so like here are the vids,

Terima Kasih followed by Setangkai Aggrek Bulan:

there u go,,ahaha

oh in case u DONT know,i performed on uncle zul's wedding,

those were the songs.

ouh im tempted to watch Avatar,,

*sigh*

ouh dont ask whats wrong with the spacing,,i haf no clue,,

listening to "Looking Up" now,ahaha

uhh,,choir bbq's on Monday,

next time thr's choir i will die,i swear,

i called in sick the last choir practice and guess what?

the rest learnt the hokkien song and that session was the last till end dec,..

so like one whole month of cluelessness....

So like tell my family i love them,,oh yuck!

as if,,ahahahaha,epic-not-gonna-happen!

well,,buhbye

catch ya later

hung out w "band"

2009-11-29T18:00:00.000-08:00

've been crashing over at mami mas' hse 4 the past few days,,it was cool
hung out w kak ferind..played guitar etc
then yesterday,,uncle brought us to a big storage room in Sentosa,,
saw the Sentosa theme park,,it was pretty much 'Disneyland' material..
*ouh kak ferind and i brought our guitars*
it was the first time meeting the ppl,,4 me,,lol
and they were really cool,,so uncle elli thought us some Awie songs and another
malay song,,im not into malay,,but it was 4 uncle azul's wedding so im down w that,, *imma perform live,,in a live acoustic band,,sweet huh?*
this retro malay song was hard to play,,coz me and kak ferind
weren't into bar chords,,lol

we played from like 4ish to 9,,pretty hardcore,,haah
then went to eat at KTM(dunt ask me what it stands4)
then went home,,uncle elli sent me home,,all the way to my doorstep,,haha
so like in the lift,,my neighbour was in the lift as well
he looked at me,,smilednthen looked at uncle elli
and he asked where i was from,,lol
i seriously hope he didnt think that i was going out w uncle elli!
haha,,got to see Anmouch,,missed him so very much
then slept,,i tink i slept after midnight,,lol

better practice guitar,,performance's in two weeks,,

gtr,,catch ya later!

kitty pictures!!

2009-11-24T06:25:00.001-08:00

OVERDUE PICS OF ANMOUCH

(Not in any order,lmao)

He was recovering,,so he's pretty skinny..

HAHA Anmouch looks gay,,lol

Emo much?haha,,i didnt teach him that.

I like blending him w toys,,lol

Portable kitty!

Sick :(

My fav pic..

toys again!

lol

zoomed in

baby,,gemini much???

2009-11-24T00:02:00.000-08:00

Finally got to blog after soooo long..
had class outing yesterday,,it was pretty awesome,lmao
didnt take any pics though,,dumbass

it was pretty chaotic at first
handling food and stuff
tnx to Bryan's dad,,we didnt haf to spend on taxi
lol,,im seriously tired nw,,haha,,didnt even type much

P.S.P.S

Great job to the organising committee for the awesome outing!
hahaa

2009-07-30T03:25:00.000-07:00

*sigh*
damn tired,,so friiggiing long didnt update
didnt bother,lol
a lot has happened lately.
Racial Harmony has passed.
then became a coucillor,,
really tired,andand lazy
so gtr

catch ya later,whenever im down 4 blogging.

2009-07-08T06:02:00.000-07:00

biggest update:
Anmuch(incase u dunno,,he's my kitty)
was playing wimme and he,almost immediately,fell asleep
so i stroke his back and patted his head 4 round 10 mins
then i had to change and pack my bag

so i,very slowly and carefully,cariied it in my arms
and Anmuch was still sleeping
so i just,for fun,rocked him(like a baby)
and Anmuch continued sleeping!

so i put on the chair rite,,and i continued patting its
head but move my hand away
and it woke up and searched 4 my hand,,
i was touched,,friiggin cute

catch ya l8r!

2009-07-05T20:47:00.000-07:00

official kitten owner now
wooo0ts!got it last nite
brought it home home from Nyai's.
will upd8 w pics soo0n
but omg bout 10 mins ago,,it actually fell asleep on my neck
next to my neck,,actually
damn cute,,with its paw on my cheek
i was lying down and it was playing with my hair
then,,after few mins,,it fell asleep
lol!
his name is Anmuch
a combination of Angel and Muchmuch
both names not from me,,haha
thats it,,\lol

catch ya l8r!

looo00ong weeek

2009-07-02T22:47:00.000-07:00

*sigh*
friday today,,nothing cool happened lately
wednesday went to Swiss Hotel
4 this AYG thing
it was,as i tot,boring.
i ate potatoes and egg during reccess
didnt eat after school,,didnt eat at Swiss Hotel either
so that was like,,8 hours of no food
on the way there(in bus) my head was already aching
well due to morning sickness,,
by the time i was on the bus home my head was friggin throbbing
su qing said she wanted to hear me sing *blush*
but i couldnt coz i couldnt even think straight
apart from that,,my bladder just had to let it go,,haishhhhh
thank God that was all over
ooohh,,cant wait to get to Nyai's
desper8 to see the kittens-5 in all
wonder how my favourite's doing,,lmao
wak G allowed us to bring one home,,obviously my fav,,
but it needed a few moore weeks.
but its fine now
was supposed to retreive(lol) it last week
but Nyai was working so couldnt
ouh,,going to Uncle Mazlan's wedding dinner tomorrow
wondering what to wear.

thats it then
catch ya l8r.

2009-06-27T20:32:00.000-07:00

OMG!
NEW MOON COMING OOUT
20 NOV 09
WATCH IT=]

2009-06-25T20:19:00.000-07:00

last day of the hols now.
how has my holidays been,,hmm,,
it was ordinary,,nth much,,
but i gt to finish my homework,,no wait,,dnt left,,
man!welll,,still a cool achievement

the past two days were kinda reli cool
went to Changi beach,,
it was part of Ayah's Father's Day gift,,
to go fishing,,
when we got there,,
unpack
it was also really ordinary,,
ouh!but we saw Ismail,,he seriously looked dif,,
esp w spects he looked like a typical chinese dude,,lmao
moving on,,
the next day one of our 'neigbours'
actually caught 2 seahorses and 2 starfish
isnt that awesome??well,,
the starfish is relli common to me

but seahorse?like who am i kidding?

i took a picture w one
then panicked coz i tot they were gonna die,,which was true,,
they were gonna die,,and
i was telling ayah (continuously) to get the neighbour to
release the poor creatures back

then we found out that the guy wanted
to make a,,erm,,i tink its called a 'tangkal'
or something like that
i saw one at yahyi's house before,,
i thinkk its something like A good luck charm

then sisters and i swam,,
played in the sand 4 a bit,,
did i mention my back ached from the cold hard floor
of the shelter??weell it did,,a lot

ouh,,and i got to listen to
MYSTERY JAM DUA BELAS
the part about the hair extensions
were really cool,,nt to mention scary,,

thats about it ppl,,catch ya l8r!

2009-06-20T18:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday was really cooll,,
got the van,,bt i looks kinda gay w 4 back panels,,
but they're new and this calls 4 customizing
well thats a job 4 ibu,,if i were to decorate,,everything will be black,,lmao
the job 4 Myn,Lynn & Iqa is to:*drum rolls*.....
wash the van!

ayah was like,,every morning b4 sch.
im like,,no way,,every week,,

so,,we're still deciding
but its pretty cool,,with sofa at the back,,
and fans oooh fans
thats it,,then went to nyai's

the kittens grew bigger,,by a tiny bit
and one of them bit me,,the dalmation type,,
bt it didnt hurt,,
in fact,,i made some of the others bite me coz after they bite,,they'll
lick my finger,,really cute.
lmao.

but i dunt think i wanna bring my fav home,,
even though ayah agreeing to me keeping a pet
is one in a lifetime,,i dunt think it'll be safe 4 the kitten,
i mean,,there are other adult cats around,,
who seem to be always fighting these days,,
and if the baby cat were to come into the picture,,

it will be doomed to die,,nt gonna loose another pet,,
my sisters and i practically lured our pets(used to be pets b4 they died)
to their deaths.
lets see,,:two raabbits,,7 terapins and tons,,i mean TONS,of fishes

i'm a pet killing machine,,ouh no,,the more i think bout it,,the more
i dun wan the cat,,haish,,

catch ya l8r

2009-06-12T21:50:00.000-07:00

the last two days were really awesome,,
esp. the part where my sisters crashed at cousin's place
i realiswd being the only child is really cool

the first day:

didnt do much,,conserved energy
went Dhouby Ghout to just chill
4 the midnight movie we planned to watch
"Drag Me To Hell"
ibu did online booking

so,,we waited till 10.45
to change and get ready
movie starts at 11.50(or so we thought)
we headed 4 cwp
and when we got to there it was really dark
the movie counters were closed
we were clueless bout what was going on
we had no choice but to go home and figure it out

day two:

we realised that ibu booked tickets at Cathay Cineplex which is at
Ochard,,i tink
so we booked three more

lol

i followed parents plus atuk
check out vans,,surveyed and all
then me and ibu went to Bishan to get some clothes 4 today's
party,,well,,we bought some stuff 4 the kids
i didnt get to buy any=[
bt wat eves,,went back to cwp
ate Burger King then headed 4 the 9.40 movie

IT WAS EXTREMELY NICE!!

watch it ppl!
it was really scary,,but if u buy the cd,,it
will be very wimpy
go watch the movie in cinemas
i mean it.
it scared the hell out of me,,really
i couldnt slp last nite
kept on thinking of the old lady,,
she's just scary,,lol
retard now,,

catch ya l8r

2009-06-08T18:11:00.000-07:00

so,,really tired rite now coz slept round 12 and woke up at 6.
well,,keisha and kenesha anre sleeping over
meeting tasha at 10 and going to sch 4
The Incredible,,The Awesome 'Science of Magic'
i honestly dunno wad we're gonna do there,,really

kae,,boreed
ouh,,leadership camp:

Day 1-
the first day was really cool.
we played gammes,,like
the telematch and all,

*i suddenly dont feel like blogging.

kae,,gtr,,really bored now

catch ya l8r

2009-06-03T05:28:00.000-07:00

today was cool
woke up at 10.30 coz slept round 4 in themorning
had to go pizza hut,,ms wong treating(woots!)
lmao,,wore off shoulders,3-quarters and sneakers

kae PIZZA HUT:
when we got there,,Li Jun,Mei Chuan,Pei Ying and all
were there
came with Fina,Sheela and Haizan,,btw
Sacha couldnt come coz she's back at Manila=p
we waited 4 bout 15 mins b4 ms wong showed up
then it took us like 20-30 mins to decide on what to eat
15 mins to get our orders rite
and waited 20 mins 4 the food to come

so thats like,,,,,a lloooong time=D

then,,we ate,,and sheela labelled one of the
ppl there as 'kak piah'
apart from that,,we had to wait 4 ms grace who said i looked really dif.
and she teased me bot the off shoulders.

so,,all in all,,we were there 4 round 3hr 45 min
u just cant imagine how crammed our butts were,,lmao

MOVIE:

we head up 2 the 7th floor
i wanted to watch TERMINATOR SALVATION
but i guess majority wins
and we watched night at the musuem 2
it was really cool,,a total must watch

ouh,,b4 the movie,,we had some time to spare
so we crashed at timezone
took the neoprint thingy
it was really nice,,i mean,,our faces looked
flwless,,almost plastic,,coz of the flash,,i tink
ya,,i liked it a HELL lot :

*well,,we camwhored,,and we look good:p

*cropped,,lmao
well,, thats it. *liked this pic,,lol
got the leadership camp tomorrow
and gotta wipe off the liners from my eyes
havent even finish packing yet.
gte,,catch ya l8r.
:p

2009-05-27T23:50:00.000-07:00

i.am.officially.a.student.leader.
really happy,,seriously
i was really down a few days ago
coz i tot i wasnt chosen but
i was downright wrong,,kae moving on
saw two of SLPS ppl
two days ago,,saw fahmie
he botak nw,,why?i have no idea
he was so strange,,he walked besdide me and just stared at me
at first didnt recognise him,,thought
who sia,,but he was nice

then saw hafiz just now
he was kicking a soccer ball,,he looked very mat-y
lmao,he was waiting 4 syazwan(neighbour)
he was nice too..
he saw me he said hello ertiqa
lol
and he waved and said bye to me,,
he wasnt like dat in primary school
hope hes really mature now..lmao

that is all i haf to say

*i wont say much love coz i totally realise thats wad minahs use
omg ppl,,dont get me wrong,,im no minah,,
i learnt the 'much love' from a book..eww,,i cant believe minahs wld copy me
lmao.

catch u l8r(using that now=])

2009-05-22T19:33:00.000-07:00

saturday morning,,
nth to do,,nth to do.
ouh,,its Nurul's bdae today,,and azman's
lucky them,,mine's in like,,4-5 months time,
moving on,,
ouh,,learned a new word yesterday in Lit
"bused",,like i bus-ed to sch today

ouhkay,,that wasnt the real word in Lit..
the word was melancholy,,it meant something
yesterday got scolded by Ms Chong,,ouh no,,realised i haf math homework,,
that should settle for bout an hour

then maybe i'll read abook..
pfft,,kae not gonna happen.
crashing at Nyai's l8r,,
she's gonna cook.laksa.....
lmao,,ate steak and mashed potato 4 breakfast
damn full,,well thats it

exams are history

2009-05-15T21:41:00.000-07:00

exams are finally over
well,,i dont really feel much relief,,didnt study that hard
i'm such a douche in geog
i missed out on the last question that was worth 20 marks
maths paper 1 few mistakes

kae enough of exams,,friggin worried 4 the results

*breathe*

kae,,,,so uhm,,'ve been listening to
angels by within temptation
and
the hunger by fireflight

listen to them,,they rock
apart from that,,cry by the veronicas are cool.
ouh,,and thoughtless by evanescence,,its a korn cover
its way nicer than the way korn sings it=P
i've been cutting down on Paramore,,
seriously hating the fact that they're a sellout.sighihg BIG time

goin library l8r,,is it even open?!
myn insists so wtv,,
its been a while since i stepped into that place
hope it wont be crowded with wannabes
guess thats it

much love

long overdued,,

2009-04-28T02:20:00.000-07:00

this is loong overdued,,seriously
its bot SYF
choir got silver,,it took me by ultimate suprise,,reli
i mean the choir b4 us was reli nice
and somewhat stuck up
i remembered huda was like staring at them
them seri and i was like relax,,we're cool
haha,,

well in the morning we practised abit
but we didnt work on anitin in particular
it wld have been too last minute if we did

then food,change and makeup
it was kinda paisehing to see ppl
looking at me in that dress,,Daniel was like
"u look like a priestess"
im like,,kae Daniel,,didnt ask
yeah,,we did our prayers and we set off

in the bus everyone was silent,,
i closed my eyes and prayed,hard.
we got there and saw the choir b4 us,
yes,the somewhat stuckup ones
i didnt reli care bout them though.

during the 10 mins warm up
we didnt even go through a song,,
abit of Shenandoah,,but that doesnt count,
we just did AMAZING GRACE

then it was show time
i was in the front row
so wtv i did will be damn obvious
i was like kae dun fall,,dun fall illya
everything was cool till the last step to stage
i almost tripped on my dress
then i laugh to myself

alumni said i smiled till halfway-i looked scared
i tink it was one part when Ms Grace's
face changed,it dropped and i was
"shit,,did i sing wrong?"yea,,damn scared then,lol

got down,,then got to comment on the
other choirs,,lol,,that was fun,,some were fantastic
others were cool

then they announced that we got silver,
and we screamed yeah,,thats all
haha,,Alyssa treated us,,woots!
she my fren.lol.reli,,she rocks like hell,,
i jealous of her nose piercing,,
its like hayleys=[

kae,,got to practice guitar,,lol

2009-04-12T02:42:00.000-07:00

kae,,
Sunday 5.44pm

went out everyday since Thursday
wow,,didnt realise dat
Thursday nite went Changi to eat.
then crashed at the beach 4 a bit-played the swing
Good Friday:
Friday went to Ibu's friend's chalet
it was at Pasir Ris-Elias Road i tink
then i found out some stuff bout that place
i was kinda shocked
well,,one of the things i found out was
that the playground has a 'family'
staying there,,and the 'gifted' guy adviced us to not
play there at nite.i freaked out not long after
coz the last time i went there
i crashed at the playground till 1 am

Saturday:
choir in the morning,,
terrible moodswing went on

in the evening went to Sembawang Park
with family,,it was surprisingly crowded
HEADLINE:"Chinese and Indian Invasion"
lmao,,jkjk
coz Sembawang was usually filled with only Malays
same 4 Changi and all
but yea,,they took over
*rolls eyeballs*heeees
then Ayah drove us to some scary places there
its basically the place near the mosque there
its deeper inside
it was damn dark,,Ayah kept on flickering
the headlights..that sux coz i was like paranoid on what cld happen
yea,,and what i was thinking bout was that
the van MIGHT suddenly stop
we MIGHT have to split,.
some wait and some go get help
those who stay MIGHT see stuff
and all that crap
but thank God nth happened coz it was like 11pm
and yea,,ouh,,we actually wanted to go venture out
to the graveyard but my sisters(they were sitting at the back..
i was in front w parents,,,heeeees)
were afraid,,so we went home

got back,,watched dark waters,,
stayed up till 1ish
yea,,thats bout it

and now i realise that all three days
have relations with the beach

k,,present time
got back from Causeway Point
parents not at home--went JB 4 seminar
but Nyai came over
kk,,went McD,,not supposed to but did=P
andand,,there was this guy
i didnt reli notice him coz i was getting my order rite
then headed to the counter
i remembered his name but cant reli spell it out rite
yea,,told him my order and all
continued ranting to sharmyn
thenhe came back w the food.
i knew we had one large fries left but sharmyn was confident
that we're done
so i slowly pull the tray back,,slow and steady
and the guy touched the tray and he was like
"u still have 1 large fries"
i was damn paiseh i turned to Sharmyn and was like
told you
it was a whisper,,i didnt realise he was looking at me till
i turned around
he smiled at me,,i was like "SOS!!HOT GUY SMILLING AT ME"
lol,,ya,,he's malay,,cool huh?
but he dun reli look malay,,he look,,,,,,HOT
haha,,k,so i was smiling all the way home,,kae kidding
not AALL THE WAY,,just 4 awhile=]

haish,,thats it

much love

2009-04-09T00:35:00.000-07:00

this is hell sia,,
i can never get my blogskin rite,,,wtf
kk,err,
perfomed in choir-yesterday and today
seriously sux
i think im quite prepared 4 sumtin not silver
bronze at least,,
but i dun get,,i can see that SUM of Us tries
reli hard to do it
but there ARE ppl hu just bring us down
k,i make mistakes at times,,but
i do remember and i dun redo them..atleast
i tink i dont.
back to these PPl
just chill and we'll pull through,,i hope

now that i got that off my chest,
yay
k bored now,,
've been waking up ReallY early lately,,choir and stuff
thnak GOD tomoro's a Friday,,so can slp.
yay,CYA!

much love

nonononono,,
i got one more thing to rant about
i am a loyal paramore fan
obssesed,,literally
hey monday,,nt reli
just got to know them a few months ago(tnx to Alyssa..nt rite spelling..lol)
yea,,but paramore,,since 2005,,when all we know came out
so then Twilight came out
and this dude liked paramore coz they were famous(more than they already were)
yea,and DUDE here started bragging on how DUDE
knows a lot bout paramore
the next thing i know ppl will think imma poser.

so i hate DUDE
ya,nw,,for real,,cya.

2009-04-03T18:42:00.000-07:00

really tired,,
headed 4 camp on Wednesday.
didnt eat breakfast so was starving until mealtime at 10ish.
ate mee,,wasnt very nice haha
the place was honestly VERY scary,,
then we went to Serangoon stadium 4 the YOG activities.

it was really HOT too,,got like two skin tones darker?
haha,,random..
kk,,err
ya,,gt really tired,
then we didnt get to bathe on time coz
the guys were taking their own sweet time
didnt noe they were so vain

wtvwtv,,ate dinner,,did reflection and all
then had supper-mexican bun and milo
the mexican bun tasted spoiled,,haha

headed 4 our bunks,,my other bunkmates
took the beds without discussing and we were pissed
but we got over it and slept on the floor
i wasnt reli pissed coz i dun find the point in it

nighttime-
damn hot.the fan didnt even reached us!
i knew i brought my mini fan but dunno
where it was,,so suffered 4 that nite
but got used to it after awhile
when 'the floor' thought
the tragedy was over,,,,,,,
ppl invited their frens over for a LONG,,AND NOT-EXACTLY-WHISPER
chat.

Zena asked them to lower their vol down
twice,,and i was like,,thanks zena
lol,,got to slp after midnite.
woke up round 4.30
didnt get to bathe in peace coz they were like
rushing those in the cubicles
and the cubicles dont even have doors!
wth sia,,
but i managed to rush=]
i dun get y they took so long to bathe
it seemed to me that oni sheela tasha and me
plus some others
had the knowledge to brush teeth and wash face b4/after
entering cubicle..
haha

b4 breakfast,,
sacha was hyper(lol)
i was bored
tasha was half dead
sheela was talking to zena
it was boring coz the guys alredi went to the stadium
so reli quiet
lmao.we got nasi lemak 4 breakfast
kinda nice

then did activities in campsite
liked kabadi the most
then the water bomb and dodgeball
cool sia
camp fire was cool at first but got boring coz choir and drama
ppl were'nt allowed to shout and scream
my voice changed but nt so drastically.
and the the snrs came
err,haizan,,liyana,,shah,,cynthia,,and others

then this morning,
me sheela sacha and tasha
actually woke at 4(2 hrs b4 reporting time)
to bathe,,kanchiong
then in the end there was no one
the rest started bathing at 5.
wth..gtg,,gonna sleep,beyond tired
tomoro atuk will be discharged,cant wait
to see him

nite!

2009-03-29T07:14:00.000-07:00

Zomg,,i browsed through youtube,,
and i heard some hey monday and paramore covers
some were good and others were..beyond ATROCIOUS>
like seriously.
horrible like hell.
and that person kept on singing,,my ears were pumping as if they were
gonna burst!i honestly couldnt take it
it broke my heart to see people singing paramore and hey monday horribly
have i mentioned they ruined the song??
well the did.

2009-03-20T06:08:00.000-07:00

woahh,,
today is the day i found HEY MONDAY
Cassadee is relli gd
they're racing behind Paramore
she's sweet and her voice is really cute..

check them out:

found my top three:
#1-Homecoming
#2-Candles
#3-Josey

yay!hahaha

2009-03-20T03:05:00.000-07:00

woahh,,its been sum time since i blogged.
ive been wanting to upd8 for the last 3 days.
kk,,wednesday:
had choir from 8 to 5.really loooong and tiring
we almost backed out of SYF.
but we didnt,,coz we rock!
lmao.
i tink i 4got wtv else i wanted to say.lol

thursday:
had Team Warriors-inline skating
then had choir.

the inline skating was toough.
i skipped 3 whole lessons(3 weeks)
and i totally lost my groove.lol
it was the first time in my inline
skating history that i fell.
tWICE.ON MY BUTT.
oouch rite?yeah i noe.
and summore its stupid to fall
flat on one's butt
i mumble to myself all the way till choir ended
and im reli cool w the fact that i got my pitching rite.
yays!

Friday:
today,,,hmm
had sum family stuff,,gathering
had to skip choir=[
then went lib,,fin up hw

ouh,,when i was top-ing up comp pre-paid
i saw Han Lin(i honestly have no clue on how to spell his name)
he waved and asked wat i was doin thr.
i didnt expect him to come up to me
coz i were him i'll just smile and wave.
haha.
then stayed thr from 1 to 5.loooong time
saw muhsin too.haha
as a metter of fact,,i saw a number of ppl:
-Tasha
-Han Lin
-Han Lin's fren
-Liyana
-Atika
-Cik Piah
-Suriah
-Shikin
-Yusoff
-His frens
-Syafiq
-Syakira
-Asyura
-Sacha
-Sheela
-J.P
(Sorry if i spell wrongly..im nt quite a spelling bee,,u see)
wow.haha.i tink
ya,,thats all.haha

much love,
illya

=DD

2009-03-12T02:28:00.000-07:00

alright ppl,,the moment you have been waiting for..

the Best Of Illya's Production(original,,we dun DO photoshop)

TAAADAAAA! u gotta admit it's cool rite?if not,,plz leave,,lol

another picture of Ismail(however you spell it)

Ending off with a candid but also very cool pic. of yours truly=]

so,,cool huh????????
just tag me bout this,,tht is,,if my tagboard is there
it disappears a hell lot.heeeheee

much love,

illya

2009-02-07T02:51:00.000-08:00

what a day sia...
its been sooooooooooo looong since i last posted
lmao
i got my new laptop
its compaq
niwaees today was kinda rough..
lots happened
lol
now i totally 4got wad i wanted to blog about
heeehee

much love

Happy Hols

2009-01-25T20:21:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all
crashed at Nyai's 4 the weekend so thats two days less
to blog...
Friday got released ealry from choir coz Ms Grace wasnt there
Saturday morning got to go swimming w sheela sacha
who brought ariani and maria
lol,,then halfway ariani went madrasah
maria just read her book
the rest of us just swam
it was reli cool
then got somewhat scolded by nyai 4 cumin home late
lol
packed,,then headed to her hse
i brot my skate board and it was heavier than i tot,,lol
then we played w wak G's unofficial cat..
it was old,,not exactly active,,but fun to play w
then blah3
oh yeah,,when we went to wak G's hse
on the way thr i mean,,we saw Suhaimi Yusoff
the Daniel dude and other casts from
'Police and Thief'
Sharmyn actually wanted to go close enough 4 our faces to fit into the
camera..like what???
but the Daniel guy was cute,,best among the kids..
okay nt kids,,teens,,lol
but he was in white skinnies
so ...
yeah..nth much after that..
i realised that part of Toa Payoh has a hell lot of
Chinese residents

ouh,,i bot 2 tubs of ice cream and two huge packets of Chachos
nyair fried the 'jemput2 pisang'
there was a LOT of food

it was 4 our **Sunday Junk Nite

so we put ice cream aside
ate the rest
in the end we couldnt finish anitin
**ouhkay i totally made that up......

yeah,,this morning ate breakfast and rushed home
and i wont exagerate
nut there were like a frigging hell lot of Bangladesh
and Indians
reli surprising
reli,,,,,i mean whr r the other malays sia?
k dun care..sum banggladesh were staring at my skateboard
i almost felt pity 4 them
*almost oni.....
then got home
like now..i haf no idea y i'm watching HSM
blegh!!
nwbored,,
oh shit!!!!!!
i didnt bring the ice cream,,,
two perfectly new tubs of good ice cream...

haish,,,

much love

Paramore beats everything else,,hands down!

2009-01-17T20:29:00.000-08:00

today is Sunday,,loads of video-watching,,
get this,,i saw a video saying
"Is Demi Lovato a Hayley Williams wannabe?"
i saw the vid and Demi is such a Despo!
check it out urself:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9JWFN26wDs
in the vid,,i like how the song(Decoy)
is played..totally with the vid..
well duh rite?
Its PARAMORE..lol
obsessed,,haha

and the other one is "Battle of the red heads":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tYS2vHskDQ
this 1 is cute..
though Gerard looks kinda weird..
Hayley totally own red hair,,
its her thing

****I dun hate Demi ..
i jus dunt get y she cant get originality
Selena has originality,,
maybe thats 1 thing they dun haf in common,,
talk about them,,
im just saying,,i think between the two,,
Selena's way better looking and at acting..
Demi has a great voice though,,
ouh,,and u guys MUST watch Another Cinderella Story
the storyline's about the same but
Selena's dancing is relli good

oh,,and bout the M18 Paramore CD i bought,,
i dun get y its rated that way,,honestly
there's nth obseen
it shouldnt even be rated PG
nth at all...

its been awhile...

2009-01-11T04:33:00.000-08:00

i haf a hell lot of things to say..
1st day of sch..
orientation day..
cca selection..
but i think i'll just talk bout Sacha's 14th
bdae party

i actually got up at 8
then couldnt sleep after that..lol
by the time i siap it was like
12,,1 whole hour b4 i had to meet sheela
so i waited(managed to play Wii) then left the house
i wore a black(knee-length) dress
w a silver ribbon attacthed to it
and my old sneakers
when i got there i was somewhat surprised to
see Sacha and J.P waiting
they were supposed to meet Farhan and Raziq at 12.30
it turned out i was the 1st guest to arrive (apart from JP)
so waited (again) and they finnally arrive-Sheela and Farhan
went to get sum snacks..yada yada
got to her house..
we watched sum parodies

then Maria and Anisa came
blah blah
then Maria went home coz 1 of her extensions fell off
when Farhan combed her hair(LOL)
and Anisa went shortly
while we waited 4 "wild Child" to arrive
we went down to the exercise place
and we 'entertained' the kids while Sacha and JP
'bought' drinks
we played blind mice..
then we got bored
when S & JP came back
we played 4 a bit then
Sheela and Samantha pulled the seat-handle thingy
at Farhan and it hit his head
i was practically laughing at him
when the rest was like
"R u ok??" at Farhan
then JP said i was being too mean
so i pretended to care
in the end i stopped being ignorant of him
let the somewhat hatred go
so i guess we're cool
and like, wtv
then we had a hell lot of fun
went back to Sacha's then left at 730
but then at Civic Sacha left her change w JP and he went back to gif it
to her

i had to rush coz i was practically late
and i told Sheela
but then she went w JP coz they taking same bus
then me and Farhan went home togeder
though we didnt talk at all
we separated and went home
i finally got to eat the rasberry ice cream i have been dying 4
now im friggin tired
and i wanna sleep
so cya!

much love

skateboard owner babey!!

2008-12-29T01:32:00.000-08:00

That's rite ppl..
ur looking,,or reading the blog of,,the official new skateboard owner!
wooots!
ouhk,,here's hw it went
yesterday went huntimg 4 skate board
Converter's at Toa Payoh and Jurong
nth at all..
though,,there was a guy working at the TP branch
kinda angmoh looking
tan,,highlighted hair,,eyebrow piercing
and lip piercing..
i dun get hw he gt the job

k,,wtv..then today had choir,,
cld barely wake up..
then looked out window
it was raining friggin heavily,,
gt no ther mini umbrel's except 1 that is
ultimately old fashioned..reli nyonya-ish
at sch,,first person to c was Minah Riffle
lololol
choir started,,friggin scary
since Ms Grace trainded the S-2s
n on a new song!!
i messed up big time!
i cldnt reli get the beat
and the notes,,seriously..
then finally we had some fun singing songs 4 Orientation
woohoo!
then went home

Ayah went home early
and went i went into my room,,
i was singing Crushcrushcrush by Paramore
stressed by choir
n then i saw this skull on my bed
and i was like wth..
i realised it was a skateboard..
so thats it//

much love

woots!

2008-12-24T22:53:00.000-08:00

yay!yay!
i finally got that M18 Paramore
CD ive been dying to get..
tnx 2 ibu
watched their consert in Chicago
nth obseen there
watched 40 days of Riot!
nth there either..
so wads up w the M18 thing seh?
hayley is reli friggin cute in
40 Days of Riot!
and so Josh,,,he is hooot..
*smilling to myself.....
lols,,but their perfect 4 eavh other..
oh yeah,,
im mtfkin jealous of hayley's voice...
and i cant blif ppl
like them onli coz of Decode..
thats just sad,,same thing 4 Avril,,,
i pity their fans who liked them way b4
wait,,then i'll be pity-in myself,,
k,,that was jus crap..
moving on,,,
the chalet was a balst,,
its near Elias Rd
somewhat freaky,,but cool
the first nite was the party..
then we had games..
then was the clean-up..
then the fathers went fishing and every1 else went to sleep,,
*i realised i used then thrice
every1 but me,Kak Ferind,Zuhir,Abg Zuan n Abg Zufri
oh,,n sum Chinese fren they brot
we had our own lil after-party..
from 1 till 5ish
then nenek Yati went out
w Mami Maz n they told us stories,,
round 6 the fathers came home and Uncle Azrul
joined our story telling sessions,,
our initial plan was to go ghost-hunting
but in the end ibu was the first few to sleep so yeah
i liked the unplanned plan
eah,,then slept 6ish
till10 then had headache coz lack of sleep.

the end

much love
illya

twilight

2008-12-10T23:07:00.001-08:00

yesterday got to watch twilight
and i must say,,its really nice
to me,,its somewhat boring
coz theres lesser action than i expected
and its sorta slow
its sumtin like eragon
but the guy was sooo
dreamy,,
uhm,,he's neither cute nor hot
but he words and action makes him seem like
the perfect guy...
though i dun get y he wun blood the girl
but its reli nice
perfect scenery
yeap,,
but dudes,,
if u watch that movie,,
dun watch it wif ur girl
she just might go on and on
bout Edward..
we;;,,like i did..lol

much love
illya

wth,,,

2008-12-10T23:07:00.000-08:00

kay,,so me and sheela went lib to finish up hmwk
which totally did not happen 4 me coz i had to copy back everything
*did wrongly..
and there was this cute guy from the top of
his head to his nose
lol..they were loud,,he and his friend
me and sheela reli did a lot
then,,to my awful horror,,

THE BLACK DOT WAS,,LIKE,,THERE!!

he and his friend,,
it was gross
he kept calling sheela,,
more disturbing than his usual
*which is,,a hell lot!

but then,,after a while we took off
n i borrowed darren shan books
and we went to CP coz
wanted breakfast
we loitered round 1st

and finally went to McD
we were eating and talking
bout colourful skinnies
when there was a minah in blue skinnies
i turned round and saw her then i
caught sight of tis guy
reli old,,and dark
20ish
wearing contacts
then he suddenly looked at me
i continued eating
and sheela was like,
ouh no hes looking here
n i freaked out,,a lot!
yeah,,all the funny type og ppl
k,,2moro gona meet Nurul at Bishan...
so,,busy busy busy
again

much love,,
illya

P.S check out my facebook,,nth much but yeah
illya ertiqa

2008-12-10T03:32:00.000-08:00

finally got to go out wif
kak Ferind to town..
went Ochard
the first shop we went into was
this CD shop..4got the name
but its enormous
they had Within Temptation
*surprisingly..
and it was really expens..
bout 30 bucks..
didnt buy..
they also had Paramore..
uhm..sorta cheap,,20 plus
i was really gona buy it when
i found out that,,,

IT WAS M18!!

how can a CD be rated?
then i realised they had song
'live'..so maybe sumtin vulgar in there,,
but seriously,,M18?

k,,so i chilled and we continued walking
to,,uhm,,i 4got where
sum place,,we walked,,at KFC at Taka
then walked to Far East Plaza
went to toilet coz my frigging extension
was loose,,then went to basement..
nth much there,,then ate Mars balls..
*its damn nice,,try it
but dunt upsize,,quite expens
and u get really thirsty!!

then walked round
bought sum blacelets
n a wallet,,nightmare b4 christmas
it was leather,,
n it fits my 'leather theme'
4 next year..

then went to That CD Shop
i was amazed that they actually sell
the album Riot!
by Paramore,,but i didnt haf any cash at hand
so,,we took off
then went to another CD shop
which allows listening to certain CDs
and we tried all the CDs we could find
lols..then walked out
walk2 and saw Khairul Anwar n Khairil
*i think i duno their names that well
and Kak Ferind was like,,
wads up wif all these stars,,
keep on stalking us..
*coz we say Alif Aziz at
Changi Airport that time..
dat day was fun
we stood there and stared at him,,
not to admire,,to criticise
he actually wore specs indoors!
and when we walked past him
he smelled of girl perfume!yuck!!
and i think that Khairil looked at
us when we were actually laughing

went home,,took train
and i learnt Japanese
words like
Hai-Yes
Iie-No
Wakarimasen-I duno

yeah..
really tired now..

much love
illya

2008-11-18T20:16:00.006-08:00

ouh no,,
im soo gona fail my guitar exam
last tuesday,mr lim asked me 4 the results
n i was like,,i dunno
the examiner wun let me see the results
even after i asked him
n he was all
what?so ur the one who's gona get me inn trouble
n i was all
but u said to look at the scores so we wun haf to ask u
and he was all
i told u to look at the score not ask hm 4 it

then he kept staring,,glaring at me
i was like ouhk,,wadever

i think he expected me to apologise
but he was soo wrong i was never gona apologise to him
technically,,he was the one who should have used the word peeped
instead oflook,,right????
yes!
niwaes that day went to watch a nite movie wif
kak ferind n my uncle
its cool coz my uncle's only a year older
we watched wild child
*honestly,,didnt thought he would like it..
lol..but the movie was reli cute
yeah..gd times,,gd times...

much love
illya

sooo screwed

2008-11-18T20:16:00.005-08:00

omg!
tuesdae..yesterday was my guitar exam
the recptionist called at the last minute
n i had to came a half hour earlier!
i tot i was prepared,,really..
i practised a hell lot
memorised eveerything etc.
when i got there they were like..
glad u can make it earlier..
in the end my turn was about 5 mins earlier seh
than the original time i was supposed to be thr
i waited n waaited..
practised quietly..
then i heard this weird bell sound
biut then ignored it n focused in my guitar
n i held the cashirs n helpers laughu=ing
ignored that too
then when i ooked up
i realise d they laugjed coz 1 of them called
me,,but i totally didnt pay attention
then i got reli nervous
when i got in
i saw this fierce n old looking ang moh
the fierce looking mad me really nervous
the first section was to play the scales
to told me to play the A Harmonic Scale
n i played the C harmonic scale!!
*btw..i realised all my mistake when i
went out of the examination room

next was the songs
i paused a lot..
my fingering was bogus..
n the lullaby sounded like a croaking frog!

then was the knowledge test
atrocious!
i totally blanked out..
i caught a glance at the marking sheet n i saw a zero..
lol
next the oral test..
i sounded like a choking toad!!!

yeap,,worst of all
at the end,,
i asked the examiner if i could see my marks..
*Mr Lim told us to seeour marks b4 leaving..
and he was like no..
n i exolained to him that my teacher wanted s to see
out marks b4 leaving..
n he was all,,well then ur teacher was wrong..
major paiseh lorh!!!

yeap..suckish day..

much love

P.S ill update if i fail

wad a day..wad a day..

2008-11-18T20:16:00.004-08:00

the initial plan 4 todae was to just chill
go to the paark n play the guitar(while my sis play playground)
in the end my father came home early
n ibu ended up not going to work
and we went to East Coast..
on the way there i felt sicker than the time
i rode the Corkshkrew 6 times
i was on the edge of barfing!
yeah..luckily the cool beach breeze
helped a heck lot
ouhk..wad am i saying?
sis(S) n i rode bikes
then went home..haish..
now REALLY TIRED
lol..catch ya l8r!

much love

weirdo..

2008-11-18T20:16:00.003-08:00

the freakiest thing just happened...
went to m final guitar lesson b4 my grade 1 exam,,
i came early wif sis n had 2 wait 4 a reli loong time..
then there's this idiot who pushed me at the railing
i turned to see this guy
*maybe malay..maybe alien
he actually winked at me!
i was like,,wads up wif ugly here?
thats wad i told my sis..
i was reli hyper b4 that incident
and i felt even hyper-er
k,,freakyy
then he went one level down..
he looked up n gave me a flirty smile..
i was like..ugly here has issues..
he looked major gay..
wad did i do 2 deserve this..
k,,maybe i did alot but none to deserve
such horrible fate..drama queen..haha
yep..then i blabbered to sis bout banglah n how
i hate them..how bad they smell
*she was looking down when i talked to her
n suddenly she was like,,omg!the stalker pointed to us!
*i tot her that
yeap..disgusted..

then after the lesson i went to McD
n on my seniors
served me...it was major akward!
he was like hi,can i take ur order
*or sumtin like that..didnt reli paid attention
when i gaf him the cash it was extra extra akward!!!
yeah...then headed home n
under the MRT railing..near the road
there were like policemen and banglahdeshis..
akward...but i felt good..coz justiice is served baby!!
woohoo!
k,,tired sia..

much love(is more n more ppl using this phrse/???)
illya

yeah,,yeah

2008-11-18T20:16:00.002-08:00

I've seen twice of Muhsin this week..
*ouh,,my eyes!!!!!
lol..
Tuesdae met up wif him and sacha
she told me that me and him were supposed to teach her..
i dun even noe teach wad but i just tagged along
in the end Muhsin thot me
the simpler part of "Fall For You"
n i tink sacha learnt "Always Be My Baby"

Then on Wednesdae met sheela sacha n muhsiin
i told them that the last person would haf to
treat the first person
as sum kind of useless threat to make sure they come on time
and i regret that coz it totally backfired
but didnt haf to blanja muhsin(first person)
coz he didnt want anitin
yay!!
watched the coffin
turned out it was really boring
damn slow..
*but i must admit
i did got scared
the sound system was a boom!

lol..more of romance then horror...
muhsin didnt bring a sweater
n i tot maybe he was fine
in the end he got cold in the cinema..
hahaha!!

ouhk..i need to get a life,,
haha,,my life stinks
haha--spongeb0b just fell off a cliff!
k.im out

much love

error!

2008-11-18T20:16:00.001-08:00

JUST WANNA SAY THAT MY BLOG IS A DAY BACK..
I WOULD CHANGE THE DATE BUT HU CARES?
ITS JUST MAKING PERFECTION.

MUCH LOVE

b0red

2008-11-18T20:09:00.000-08:00

nothing to do..
just went home from swimming..
and boy,,i think i went 2 skin tones darker=[
i look like a banglahdeshi!!
*no offense..read my about me section n ull understand
later goin meet sheela sacha and muhsin at boots n shoes
wayching movie..
haf i mention this in my previous post..'
i think i did..
lol..
ouh well
omg..i smell chlorine..
where is it cumin from..
*sniff..sniff
ouh..its me..lmao!
gona bathe AGAIN..
hai-ya-yai!
listening to lose control by Evanescence..
haha..nth else to write..
type..type..type on the keyboard of labtop
on the table next to the tv
ooh..im hungry..
gona eat oreo w milk
*oreo good...
haha..

much love

busy,,busy,,BUSY!

2008-11-18T00:21:00.000-08:00

last week was damning busy..
*lol..it was only tuesdae and wednesdae..heee
tuesdae nite went wif fam and neighbour to
nite safari 2 celeb Sharmyn's bdae..
kinda fun..but we had to go home early coz neighbour had sch nxt day
then wed morn went out to send Atuk to Changi Airport
*Haji..haha
went to Geylang after that..haha..eat n loiter round
*with fam..so safe
then ran late and had to rush home coz had meeting wif Adam
to the movies..
*drizzling ready..
met Adam outside BK
*he looked kinda cool wif his bucket hat,,hoodies and jeans
he liked hip-hop..total opposite of me..haha
he has a band..Renegade i tink..
i tot he played the acoustic guitar but it turns
out he plays the electric guitar.lol
we talked
n he said i looked nervous,,
i was jus cold frim the rain..
i rushed and totally 4got my jacket
we booked two ticks to Quantum of Solace
then went to loiter around..
wanted to eat but in the end full
then went up again and i had to use the toilet
and when i came out he was staring at this
PCD music vid:When I Grow Up..
*obseeeen...
haha...i was like..y r u staring at them..
he was like..i find them kinda entertaining
i looked away with a disgusted face and he was
like..dont think dirty..dont think dirty..
i ignored him..
we proceeded to buy food..
and it turns out we both hate popcorn
*i found out we both too like kuda kepang,,lol!
we watched the moviee...kinda nice..
we talked sumtims in the movie..
that distracted me n i dun reli gat the movie..haha
then separated..coz i had to go to Kak Raudah's
malay daance consert at Republic Poly...
had a terrible head ache..maybe coz of the rain..
yeap..
then on thursday morning my fam n i went to KL
there were gd n bad things that happened..
BAD things:
-i had the worst headache..
-i felt like vomitting every morning
-i didnt get anything that i wanted

Good things:
-went to Genting
-got ot eat bubble gum..
-bot cheap stuff

bored now..
tomorrow mite be goin
wif sheela sacha n muhsin
to movies ..but no nice movies
haha..bored and hungry...

much love,,
illya

Halloween

2008-10-31T22:25:00.000-07:00

yesterday was Hallloween 2008
it was my first..
n i tink it rawked
the dressup part was fun
then we had to go around asking 4 treats
n all i got was like..
1/8 of my Vogue bag lorh
damn a bit..but got to taste sum really nice treats.
i literally thought that skittles wasnt halal
then gave my only pack to Sacha.
i know..i was dumb.lol
I dressed as a vampire..the make up looked scary..haha
Sacha was the "Bride of Frankenstein"/Dead Bride
reli cool
Sheela was a Scene/scenic
im not reli sure how its spelled
k..back to candy..its so little
coz Sacha said got extra a lot ppl
yeap.there were really nice ppl..
esp. pumpkin guy and
mustard..hotties..rofl
in the end..round 9ish..
we went to Anisa(vampire too)'s
house.Oreo was practically staring at me..freaked out..lol!
then her family was so damning nice
to serve us dinner!
then dad called
fetched me n went home.
then watched Zoey 101..Jamie was reli cute..
and Unfabulous..Jake was major hot!!
haha

much love,
illya

major omg

2008-10-30T01:09:00.000-07:00

omg!omg! and omg!
can u believe this?!
Utt..The Utt:
-shooked my hand(twice,,ppl,TWICE!)
-looked(more like smiled..lol) at me!
-talked to me!
-touched my paper(autographed)
-thought we were in a band
is it cool or is it cool???
haha
met sheela n sacha..crashed at sacha's
then arnd 2ish
we saw UTT and his 'producer'
wanted us to be interviewewd 4 this show
called "How Old Am I?"
or sumtin like that.
we were reli hyper..
btw..he autographed:
tAke care
w love
UTT
yeap.thats it.lmao.tired seh.buh bye!

much love

its my birthday!its my birthday!uh-huh,,oh yeah!!

2008-10-08T03:40:00.000-07:00

yay
officially 13
umm
can u believe i 4got my bdae..
i tot todae was 7 oct sia!
the first person to wish me today was nyai!
lurve her..
she would haf been the 2nd person to wish me
if yahyee was still alive..
ouh god..i cant celebrate my birthdays wif yahyee animore?
wad will i do?how will i live????

-------------------------------DRAMATIC PAUSE--------------------------------------------

todae started out normal..just like every other day
then went to sch wif jane,,
i think she 4got my bdae
but then got to sch.....
sheela n sacha bot me gifts!!!!
yahoooo!!!
ouhk..haha
erm..sheela got me this FRIGGIN cool mug
which says:
DONT INTERUPT ME WHILE
IM IGNORING YOU
soo cool
where exactly does she get these cool stuff?
haha
sacha got me this pack of lollies..
from HONG KONG
that is soo neat!
and it taste good..
so buy hong kong disneyland's products
yup..
tasha wished me(she didnt noe it was my bdae..hah!)
when jane realised it was my bdae she wished me n
said she'll gimme a gift on mondae..
so woots!
another prezzie..this year is reli boring seh..
raya wasnt so happening
now my bdae too?!
ok..moving on..
after sch went burger king to buy
taro turnover 4 myn & lynn
got home..
lynn actually 4got my bdae!
so reli sad..
but,,i realised i got 8 bdae msgs!(haha..excited)
yea..
then ate..blah blah
so technically that was all
"the story of illya's boring 13th birthday"

much love(still hate Desperato 4 copying!)
illya

pisseD

2008-10-07T00:05:00.000-07:00

as my title said,,im pisseD
all thnx to A
or rather mA
4 major Arsehul
she's a female dog!(100% guaranteed)
last time i hated her..dat was bout 65%
now's a total 100
well done muss sucka!
ouhk..y i hate her?
simple..she's a big,fat poser!
this morning sheela told me that she copy sacha's utubing
then she copied V's hip hop thing
ouhklah,,those things dun reli affect me
coz it has nothing to do with me
but she copied my *" sign!!!!
have i mentioned she suck?!
well if havent,,she does
if i have,,get it in ur head that
I HATE HER

bored now..
tomorrow's science
ouh god
dun i get a discount or sumtin???
k..crapping
ouhk..gonna study coz suddenly panicking

*cannotberevealed..tooobvious
MUCH LOVE(being copied)
illya

2008-09-23T03:09:00.000-07:00

Ouh God.
what haf i done?
now she's not talking to me
and im practically guilty to the bone!
it all started out like this:
it was CPE n it was the tigress against sum group
during the game break me and sacha went to the back to talk
then sheela n tasha joined la
i sorta ignored NHG
*i noe..wad a sucka
but its been like SO
long since me,sheela and sacha actually really talked
ever since SUMBODY stuck her nose in
so we talked and talked
then,went to field to see boys' finals
we sat down on the grass,and played with grass
but then i realised NHG wasnt there
but i didnt reli like search 4 NHG la
since NHG's gona be reli quiet mah
then we continued talking(n played with grass*)
then the Ashoka ppl won
every1 cheered so i oso screamed ah
then i realised it was The Flying PE shirt's
team that won so i totally stopped(feeling relli disguted)
then me and sacha went to sec 4 toilet there
coz the main toilet was overcrowded
we went out(changed)
and sacha saw muhsin
i saw lychee-head(lol!)
went to main toilet saw sheela and tasha
accompanied sacha to the canteen to buy water
(im fasting,,swear!)
then went hall
talked to sacha(again)
n tasha sat at the back
i called her over but then she dnt wan
so dats it

have i mention my life is tragic rite now?
well if i havent,,it reli is
T.R.A.G.I.C
CYA

*we were actually plucking out the grass,,not reli playing=]

much love

2008-09-15T16:40:00.000-07:00

woah
its been
ssoooooo very long since i published a post
i am reli bored
its like 7.40 am
n i cant sleep since sahur!
i tried to listen to ipod
but my music keeps me more awake,,
not lullaby me to sleep
so much 4 the "E-learning..yay-can-wake-up-late" holiday
currently waiting 4 jane to reply to my msg
she must still be sleeping(speaking the obvious huh?)
my dumb old comp cant access to LEAD
so gonna borrow jane's labtop
life's fine i guess
oh ya,,black dot was at it again yesterday!
i tot he'll chill since dah puasa
but then when i stepped into class 4 MT(me n tasha last ones to go in)
he was like totally talking bout my *bangs
*omg,,does it reli looks like bangs??
its suppose to look like normal fringe
told the uncle to cut it shorter but then he cut bangs..
ouhk,,back to the case
n rasyidah went all coo-koo and said i looked like a curtain
but then i had the monday blues so just kept singing in my head
black dot reli is dumb
then when i got hme i slept till 4pm then watch
Pendekar Bujang Lapok
my family is reli addicted to that show
its humorous
u guys shld reli watch it
later mite be goin Geylang
find more extensions
alrite..wad now...
7.52am n jane still havent reply
wonder hu's online..
oh rite,,nobody
ouhk..sang 'our time is here'
4 like four times alredi n still bored
maybe i'll just watch sum more
Bujang Lapok
cya later
much love

racial harmony day and other stuff

2008-07-18T21:43:00.000-07:00

yesterday was racial harmony day
was sorta excited-basically coz there were no lessons
but it turned out boring-and hot,,
really really hot
then there was a consert-the elf was cute
got dikir barat,,then,,
indian dance followed by uhh
all the other stuff
couldnt go home coz of choir
at least mr lee(??)
was there so didnt haf to face
the G
it was kinda fun-i tink
then went home(*it was really fast seh)
on the way home,,
nurah oso said she liked that day's lesson
coz she did her best(yay!!)
at first didnt go home with sheela n sacha
coz they were waiting 4 dun wanna noe hu
but then they catched up with us
and guess wad-mr im a total suckass
was there
wth does he want huh??
then we put up an insulting session
he was lame(nurah agreed too)
coz he kept repeating the chicken incident
sum ppl just dun noe how to muve on,,do they?
4 his case,,he dun noe anitin
coz when u look through his right ear,,
u can see one hollow air-filled head
luckily when we reached admiralty,,912 came
so its bye2 ppl
then me and nurah talked bout MB
and complained bout the day etc.
then had to go lib coz myn wanted to borrow books
which in the end she didnt
i did-she wanted to find books on the Prophets of Islam
which was obviously not in the library
then went home
practiced on guitar-i noe how to play
'always be my baby'
yahoo!!
the first part only
ouh great-later got teens alive
at least i get to see the cute guy again
reli hope he attends the lesson
and now,dunno y,
im thinking of ambitions
talked to muhsin that day bout ambitions
his was to be-uhh..umm
k i 4got wat his was
i reli wonder what im gonna be when i grow up....

much love,,
iqa

the mistery of 1e3 continues..

2008-07-16T01:51:00.000-07:00

another crappy moment(this time during math):

k,the mistery of 1e3.
i think its solved.
well,,not reli.
i dun reli noe how Kaherul got his bag back(was in toilet when it happened=P)
but check this out(Bryan told me):
Daniel went to the class pigeon hole
and "found" Kaherul's bag there
hmmm,,
too much of a coincidence,dont cha tink?
well,,cant accuse him,not just yet
it reli might be a coincidence
seriously seh,,y would anyone do sch a thing?
and the sch,,why take it to heart?
in prime sch,,its no big(uhh,,i tink)
i tore sum1s bag apart b4
didnt get into trouble,,
not even sure my parents knew about it
then in K1,,
i slapped sumones bottle when
she was drinking from it
(her mouth was bleeding,,heehee)
i pulled ppl's hari sumtimes(or rather,,frequently-last time)
i o remembered that
my parents got called for four times
coz of wad i did
almost got expelled
was considered expelled,,but my
aunt worked as a teacher there and she covered 4 me
(Go aunt GO!)
wait,,what?
oh yeah,,the sch
bored nw,,better pay attention

thats it then

Much Love,
iqa

the mystery of 1e3

2008-07-16T01:37:00.000-07:00

was bored in english
and so i crapped:
woah.currently in class.
Its Engalish period now.
Its freaking quiet seh-juz like sum crime had juz occured.
ouhk,,a crime did occured.
if u count pranking ppl a crime.
We went back to class(after reccess)
and Khaerul found his bag missing.
we had this kind of cases before.
Bryan losing his wallet once-the next
day he found it in the toiletbowl.
Then Danish lost his pcase-found it the dustbin.
well,,Daniel said he lost his wallet-currently ignoring that(like who
the hell cares???)
it all occured during reccess(except Bryan-he's was during PE)
since Ms Joyce wasnt around,,
Mdm Timah had to relieve(???) us.
She found out bout the thief thingy and reported to G.O
*FYI,,we're still friggin quiet
Mr Ben/Ban came up and said that he and Mr Lim
will watch the security video thingy
He kept on telling us to own up(who will seh?!)
Then he scolded Bryan 4 talking to Kelly
Brayn pathetically explained that they were suspecting
Daniel
I too suspected him,,partly coz i reli dislike him
they went out and talked to Mr Ben
when they came in the had to write a report(hw cool is that huh???)
Unfair!
i too wanna write a report-its so police-like
k-childish much
sofar,,every1 looked scraed(i meant stunned)
wonder hu's the culprit
Oh yea,,those who lost their stuff b4 also needed to write a report
Andriche wrote bout his lost stationeries(weird,,i noe)

and thats about it
Much Love,,
iqa

2008-07-06T20:59:00.000-07:00

k,,yesterday was the best day ever!

wait,,the second best day ever

the best was the consert

anniewaay,,yesterday

the choir ppl went to esplanade 4 this acjc consert

6th july,,yup

i was freaking excited la

woke up early morning,,to accompany ibu

go an nur mosque 4 this syarahan

i wasnt listening,,i was preparing wad to wear(in my head,,of course)

after that went 4 a nap,,

scared i might not be able to stay up,,heehee

it took me like half an hour just to sleep la

i was just lying there,,closing my eyes

then woke up at 4.30

friggin late,,im was supposed to meet Nurah at

5!so i bathed quickly,,siap,,etc

so i was late,,as usual??

i really wanted to wear sneakers seh

but ibu said tak kena

so we bought pumps

but i got blisters so ended up wearing SPORT SHOES???

it looked weird,,but then wtv

so met Nurah then go

boots and shoes,,then waited 4 Sheela and Sacha 4 like

reli long,,haha

they looked great seh!

Sheela said at first i looked like 'minah mane'?

k fine,

we went to interchange,,

we were hoping sum other ppl would overdress a little too,,hehe

yup,,since the bus wasnt there yet,,we managed to

cam whore a little:

Early Morning,,already half-ready

In the public bus with Sheela

in the public bus=]

k,,met so then reached sch,,went mini mart,,

nurah called to say we were the only ones left(heeeheee)

strolling by the pathway=D

and we strolled along,,

everybody(except 3 sec 2s)

were there,,they were like "hurry up lah!super model is it?"

we laughed=D

and we finally boarded the bus,,woots!

cheese!!p.s Didnt take pic with Sacha coz she was eating=]

in the bus,,we were crapping bout ghost whisperer,,

bloody mary and wars and deaths=]

and looky looky we're there!

woo hooooooo

i toook like a gazillion pics

awww,,arent we adorable??

how do i look?

*sry dude,,cant remember ur name heeeheee

awww,,kissy-kissy!!haaaha

when we say candid,,we MEAN candid=]

yeah,,and so we rule

the consert was about 2 half hours

and finally,,we went hme!

yay

the flash was literally blinding my eyes

much love,,

iqa

2008-07-02T02:37:00.000-07:00

reli dun understand wads up with myself nowdays
today sux,,i was moody and felt like dying(emo,,in a way)
it started off with a boring assembly,,
actually not so boring
coz they went through our survey
and art was the worst!
i can still remember the shock on polar bear's face,,heehee
then mt
mt is always fun,,but today was kinda boring,,
it being one period and all
english was fun too,,supposedly
but we didnt do much
we just read put the story we wrote,,blagh3
then was sci
oh boy,,dun evn wan to talk bout that rite now
it was the boring-est
the teacher,,ms tang,,went on and on and on
then reccess,,i managed to eat rice
went 4 maths,,it was okay lah
we talked bout the survey and how
mdm sulika could improve her lessons
n we studied a bit
then was geog
i reli liked geog
but apparently,,not today
andriche didnt bring his book
and he went to the back
n i had to sit with dumb old pevert
bryan was talkig about 'stuff'
and i seriously couldnt consentrate
n that sux
then he drew sum lines with my marker
ON MY SHIRT
and then liquid paper-ed my skirt
he sux like hell
an i reli dislike him
childish,,but true=[
oh ya,,
yesterday i got scolded by mr lim
during guitar class
he told me to do a new song
and i wasnt sure how to play it
and he scolded me like hell
then he scolded another malay boy
4 dun care what reason
he's being racist 4 sure
only scold the malays n side all your stupid chinese
students,,ouh,,
and leonard was there too
he was in grade six,,woah,,i noe
now im bored
and im going to do hmwk
so goodbye

2008-06-19T01:04:00.000-07:00

sch hols huh?
yay.joy.i cant handle this much excitement
yeah rite
this june hols sux like hell
the first two weeks was
hospital,,hospital,,hospital
i dun get y EVERYONE must go there
i mean,,
if my aunts will be there,,
wads my parents suppose to do?
my aunts will take care of nenek mah
so are we suppose to gang up and suffocate her??
buat penat jer ,,
secondary sch is making me more impatient
ouhk
tt was the 1st half
second half was hmwk,,hmwk n MORE hmwk
stressed out much?
wads more this stupid crisis im facing
it sux
sumtimes i feel tt adults r juz like kids
i mean,,apologise already!!!
then everything will be fine
wads the ego suppose to mean?
u ppl r married 4 gods sake!!!!!!
but at least its working out huh?
yeah,,thank god
so,,nws thursday n i still havent do hist,,
homec n science n hey math
n i STILL have time 4 blogging
i hate this
i didnt even get to go out wif frens
not even nurul!
have been missing yahyee a lot
now tt he's gone
hu will be my most favourite person in the world???
n i reli hate om 4 pushing him backwards a few step
and wtv bullshit
showoff!
ouhkay
now,,i would like to thank the smart person hu invented blogg-
ing so tt i can vent my anger on it nw

2008-06-18T01:58:00.000-07:00

today was the party 4 the choir seniors
it kinda rawk
ouhkay,,suddenly im thinking of the
acjc consert on 6 june
haish
anniewaay,,when we got there,,
me sacha sheela went toilet,,as usual
and the lights were turned off
we got freaked out coz of the bloody mary thing
at least i was
but then sheela wentin and
the lights suddenly started flickering
so we screamed n sheela ran ut
haha,,we were soo foolish
then we went in coz sacha said it was urgent
btw,,i was soo stupid to wear PE shirt(bluek!)
then we talked bout our hot topic,,
bloody mary
then sacha went out without tucking out her shirt coz she was scared
haha,,poor thing
then we went to the canteen 4 a drink
and we saw sum1 who looked like Aiin
but with short hair,,im quite sure
it was here,,her hair was great=DD
then we commented bout the pics at the wall
we laughed like hell seh
after tt,,we wanted to go o
commerce rm but the seniors say cannot,,they nt redi yet
so we chat in the canteen
when finnally we could go up,,
we walked slowly
n sacha said to ms wong
"they all very kiasu"
which was kinda akward la
when we got in,,me n sheela were like
"OMG!i luv this song!!"
sheela:"my father has this ringtone"
and we all laughed
fyi,,we were reffering to flipside♥
haha
then we played games and they wrote mine and sum others'
names(wad was tt 4??)
hen we were suppose to clean up,,
nurah gave me a red heart balloon(actually,,i wanted it)
then sheela got a white on and sacha got a red balloon
then we played wif this yellow balloon
that fell to the floor and when sacha
went to pick it up,,it burst!
and everyone was looking at us laughing
AKWARD!!
so today was hilarious
now im at hme,,doin research
and 'accidentaly'
posted a post*winks
stessed again,,stupid family crisis
ouh,,screaming in a pillow sounds great rite about now
=)
IQxx

friday the 13th?

2008-06-12T21:54:00.000-07:00

so,,Friday the 13th huh?
ppl say its a bad date?
i reli dun get it,,wads so bad about it?
all these superstitions
but they're fun to hear though
like walking under a ladder,,
spilling salt,,
stepping on cracks etc
causes bad luck?
cool huh?
i step on cracks all the time
so far nth REALLY bad has happened
are they really true?
my uncle told me a story
the night my grandad passed away
he said,,when they were young and lived at the 5th(i tink)
floor,,there was this chinese neighbour who didnt believe
it when my grandad said
if u sleep behind your front door with a broom,,
you'll see the 'thing' that guards ur house/penunggu
so my Gdad dared him to try it
and the chinese guy tried it
at around 1 plus
he came running,,knocking onto their(my uncle,,mum etc)
house
his face was danging pale
when my Gdad asked him what the matter was,,
he said he saw a 'thing' that was so tall,,
his knee was taller than the chinese man
my and my cuz were like,,woah!
and i have this aunt who 'senang kene'
like she can see all these at times,,
especially when she was pregnant
luckily i dun see or feel anitin
if not i'll be a patient at imh
ouh wait,,i alredi am
haha
TTFN!=]
IQxx

untitled

2008-06-06T19:49:00.000-07:00

wow,,so long nvr post

have been reli bz the past two days

on thursday,,

watched 'congkak' with ibu,,myn,,lynn,,bibk

kk,,the sound system was like woah!
then had to go to the hospital
bluek!

when we go there,,nothing happened

i wanted to wear my three quarter pants and a tee

but then ibu wanted me to wear sumtin 'nice'

i was like,,takkan nak gi hosp pun nak pakai

lawa-lawa seh

so i ended up wearing a skirt n a blouse

i was REALLY hating the outfit btw!!
oh ya,,after the movie,,we went to value dolar to buy

some snacks la

then there was this really cute guy

but he was wearing skinnys n iwas like haish

then in the train i was sitting opposite this apuneneh

n he was like staring at me n my mum up-down

in my heart,,i was like wtfh

then he stared at me again i said out loud,,

wad???

n the supid arse was like

nothing

then he look away

but after a while,,he kept staing again!

i was screaming inside!

i gave him the ugliest look i have

n luckily 4 him,,it was my stop

so ibu,,me,,myn etc

went off at jurong east

n on the escalator,,

i kept crapping about women rites!

and i was the future main person to stand up 4 women

then i bu said that i haf to noe all about law n stuff

to reach that dream

n iwas like,,ouh 4get it

haha

n yesterday we watched kung fu panda

it was ok i guess

then went to hosp again

so thats it=]

TTFN!!

IQxx

srry ppl

2008-06-04T18:52:00.000-07:00

sry ppl about the links in my blog,,
dunno where the links went to
wanted to change the layout
but baby pat n spongebob is so CUTE
couldn't resist=]
until next time!
TTFN!
IQxx

teens alive

2008-06-04T03:42:00.000-07:00

woah
juz came back from the teens alive
workshop and is uber tired
surprisingly,,the second day of the workshop is reli fun
the people there are reli nice,,same goes 4 the food=]
yesterday was akward,,me not knowing ani1 there
coz i was the only one from Asyafaah
yesterday was more of studying,,
every1 was shy,,or should i say the girls
the guys were communicating as if they're
best buds,,haish,,i wan that character of boys
anniewaay,,there was this guy(who i should not name,,
lets call him x)
yesterday he was so bluek!
he was like acting funny but to no avail,,
n he was sooo damn rude to the teachers
i was like,,wow,,u reli need do help from the islamic side
but yesterday was cool,,the guys were lame,,blah blah
today was like the best
i was late due to over sleeping(wad do u expect,,it starts at 9!!)
i reached there,,we read some doas
then we learnt sum stuff
nows the best part
we were divided into groups,,and each group of "inventers"
were told to build sum kind of stuff
my group was assigned to build a bridge where
the middle part of it can split whenever a sea transport
needs to pass through it
we were given a short period of time,,then
we would haf to move onto another group and
continue our assignment
when we moved to the other group,,
they kept turning to our group to see
if their creation(a small tiny chair)
was still safe
i was like,,chill lah,,it wont go anywhere seh
then we kept laughing
when we told them that
we accidentaly broke their chair
they were like,,aper seh blah blah blah
so cute seh,,their expressions
then when we moved to the next group,,
we found out that the guys had put glue
all over the ice-cream sticks!
we were like,,eeeww,,ape case seh!
n we laughed again
then they started throwing the ice-cream sticks
we oso throw back la
fun seh
too bad it was oni 2 days
i didnt even get anyone's frenster account or anitin
im soo stupid,,thats the end of our 'friendship'
to day we got released late coz the boys were wasting time
after they sembahyang
but im glad
n tomorrow ibu said we might watch movie
yay!
tc people
p.s i realised x is kinda cuteXP
today of course,,when it was about to end
IQxx

big head

2008-05-25T20:13:00.000-07:00

hmmm
maybe i was being unreasonable
towards big head(cheh,,like i did anitin seh)
i dun hate big head animore
big head may be a bad senior
but he's not so bad a friend
sooo,,im fine wif him nw
buh bye!!

disappointed much??

2008-05-16T22:51:00.000-07:00

woah
i just learnt another lesson
on 'dont judge a book by its cover'
its reli true
i tot u were *** material
yeah rite
stupid seh
u,not me=D
haish,,ur a coward,,u noe dat?
everything must be through msn?
even marking her??
shocker
but,,the staement lesson thingy isnt all through
there is this person,,mrsbh
woah
lemme tell u
mrsbh is FREAKY
THE HORRORS
THE CHILL RUNNING DOWN UR SPINE
when you see mrsbh
shivers*
charatcters fit mrsbh face
FREAKY,SCARY,SO AFRAID!!!
k,,no more crapping
the main point is that,,
i hate u Big HEAD!!!

choir

2008-05-16T19:44:00.000-07:00

woah,,soooo long nvr post
hehe
yesterday went 4 choir
and it was raziq's bdae(hapi bdae raziq!)
strangely he wasnt in a gd mood,,dunno y
anniewaay,,
after sch me,,sheela,,sacha went mini-mart
buy ice-cream
we eat while going back 2 sc
my ice cream was melting more than i could eat
so then choir started
we went to 1-2 classrooom
then juniors were told to go wif mr (dunno wads the name seh)
n we did some practices
me and sheela ended up in alto,,sacha suprano
oh yea
then when we switched to ms grace's class
she told us to stand 4 dunno how long
n smile n not look blank
n tnx 2 her my mouth is still hurting rite nw
haha,,it was reli fun la
then we finissh went home wif nurah
she told me sum stuff bout big head
i was like wtf!
he have issue problems!
stupid ass la!
ok,,bored n done!
xoxo

stinking arses

2008-05-07T00:47:00.000-07:00

wth
didnt noe life will be like this
was doing my own business n then sacha told me sumtin
really weird
but then got motivation from sheela
n now,heres wad i got to say
"my days will not get ruined by YOU arses!"
dunno wats wrong wimme nowdays
stressed i guess
nenek went to the hospital
i so failed my exams
sumtin else happened
sumtin sumtin else happened too
shes such a biatch
her nick sux,,reminding me of the song
in my primary sch days(i bet sheela noes *winks)
math paper was really hard
but yesterday was harder
so,,b4 i fail,,
lemme treasure the moments i haf left
with com and hp
life reli do sux huh?
i shuldnt haf talked to u from the start
stinking arse
ok,,i feel much better nw
but nw im bored
haish

extra

2008-05-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

previous post states that im tired of posting
but nw im damn bored
thinking on life rite nw
it is reli harder than being a primary sch senior=[
i cant make it
sum ppl in my sch are the freakiest
the way they stare at you
you'll be like wth stare2? n ouhk,,did i do sumtin wrong?
at the same time
i tot secondary sch ppl are suppose 2 be warm and friendly?
this guy so isnt
but atleast other seniors rawk
like seri,,nurah,,muhsin n other choir seniors
ok,,nw im tired of posting again
gd day!
xoxo

my day sux

2008-05-02T02:47:00.000-07:00

today was my history exam n it sux
dearly
in the morning nobody talked much,,
we were all busy studying
i was crapping bout..gautama siddharta??
when we reached sch i bought water then go toilet
nth happen,,went out wish ppl gd luck,,
saw muhsin,,wave
boredom
went up to the hall 4 mt paper 2
it was average la
then reccess,,sheela they all
went to the court thingy 2 study
then i sticked 2 tasha n since sacha was lost,,her too
then history began
mcq was easy,,the other parts were damn difficult sia
i was cracking my head 4 the answers
then in the end nth about gautama siddharta came out
study bout him 4 nth seh
praying hard 2 pass seh
geography was fine la,,maybe a pass??
mt paper 1 sux
we're suppose to write either a letter or a dialogue
i was SO smart that i wrote both
freaked out like mad sia
then i asked cikgu diana how
she asked me to choose 1
i was like,,phew sia!
ok nw im bored n not in the mood to write
xoxo

dead man

2008-04-26T21:07:00.001-07:00

damn it!damn it!!!
omg sia
im so damn angry and freaking scared at the same time
i just came home from pasar n breakfast
everything happened at the sheng shiong thingy,
near the junction going jb there
we just excited the kfc thing,,left lane
then we just haf to emerge with the inner lane thingy
my dad let this car passed like overtake us
or sumtin like dat..
n i said not to let the car behind that car pass
impatient,,as always
then we juz drive
n then we heard sum kind of shouting sound
we turned back and saw two chinese
bastards shouting to the driver of this white van
the bastards were from the car which we didnt let
to overtake us..lets call them x and y
x opened the drivers door and xy shouted vulgarities
pointed middle finger,,typical ah bengs *rolls eyes
then x went to the back of the van (dunno do wad)
y stopped the van from in front
then the uncle drived slowly,,
y stopped him,,y was soo mad dat the driver
dat he slammed his on the glass thingy
and the van's front window cracked,,a lot
i was omg!
then the driver went out to 'beat' the guy
org tua sial
then x went to the front
n both of them started beating up the driver
the driver's wife was crying 4 help
my mum told my dad to go help the driver
he was getting beaten up reli badly
2 against 1,,dats soo unfair!
so then my dad tried 2 calm them down,,
me n my mum were out of our van,,
n suddenly sum asshole threw his alchohol bottle
twice sum more,,my mum was like,"oi!if u wanna help,,come down lah!"
i was like,"stop it larh ,cibai!!"
haha,,hopefully my mum nvr hear..hehe
so,,then everytin went ok,,the two ahbengs went back
to their car,,the uncle,,hope he's ok,,
stopped beside the pathway
my mum wanted to call the police,,
i was in total shock
my dad,,continued to drive?
at least ader org take gambr..
n to think malaysia isnt safe,,
we should think b4 we speak,,
psI HATE THOSE AH BENGS!!!

ouhs

2008-04-22T01:50:00.000-07:00

ohmygodnesssssss
its beeen soo long since i posted
miss my internet thingy!=(
last sat,,went to watch silat performance/match thingy at marsiling
was on time,,saw nazurah fighting her opponent
she rawks sia,,but then loose=((
then she cry hahahahaa
nurul won,,missed it sehTT
the twins rawked like hell
pretty oso siaa
then saw kak siti match,,walau,,her opponent wear tudung
but face damn damn freaky
worst than my dat 1 sia!!
bluek..kak siti lost but then her opponent go injured
hahaha
the blue colour team very aggressive n over confident
there was one very short guy
before his turn,,he was jumping around(show off!!!)
the guys from grasio(red team)
they rawk a lot..
1 guy,,his name is fadli(dunno hw 2 spell)
he fought until he bled,,i tink
n they were extremely supportive
1000000%
=]
nw im bored:)buh bye!!

2008-03-29T19:47:00.000-07:00

woo hoo!!!

wrss officially rocks!!

yesterday,29 of March was the consert of my life..

at first,,i met sheela n sacha at b.n.s

then we go mcdonald buy food

then take bus to sch

in the bus,,we vry the jakon-like

we were all like wad makeup u bring? etc

vry funi seh

when we reach sch,,we saw uncle jaafaar(hw 2 spell??)

n the other person

we put our bags in canteen then go 2 mini-mart

sheela wanted 2 buy mineral water

then come back

oh btw,,i was chatting with muhsin at the time:D

he sick,,then cannot go consert:(

r.s gave ur strepsils 4 dunno wad

bt i juz take ah(vry nice..hehe)

then we go in music room
do some warm ups
then go rp
it was HHHHUUUGGEE!!!!
the minute we stepped into
the dressing rm we were ALL
like OMG!!!!!!!
there were mirrors with small lightbulbs as seen in hsm!!!!
we had loads of fun preparing ourselves
then we were like making ourselves up
time flew vry fast seyh
we talked 2 sum of the alamnis(dunno hw 2 spell)
they vry sporting n stuff n definitely sweet
luv them lots
the rehearsals were like no prob
coz there were no audience
except cocky mckok n other teachers
bt when tha actual thing happened,,my face was like frozen
like botox sia
all i can do was smile..tu pun mcm cacat seh
then we go back to the dressing rm,,congrats blah3
the finale was the best..
but we had 2 wait 4 the band 2 shut up 1st la
the chorus of the song was playing n choir members went to the stage,
same 4 gu zheng
the dancers danced along the aisle
like wad seh them..i was at the 1st row n i saw a lot of ppl!!
THEY WERE ALL LIKE SCREAMING!!!
i juz like laugh n scanned through the crowd..
i saw raziq,shafiq,my parents n ang moh lang,n others la
the sch song was nxt,,ppl were suppose 2 'rise'
they did,,i was shocked that the audience
sang louder than us sia
the were like shouting,,haish
gd times
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-03-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

shit it!!!
wth lar seyh..
i haf gt NO communication wif the outside world the
second i reach home
like wth!!!
all coz i failed this math test which is
so goddamn dif dat oni 16 ppl in my class passed
annoying rite?
im feeling vry2 low sia
shit it!
wad to do?!
im suppose to upload this video 4 my project
thingy n it was too big 2 be uploaded
nw i cant send it to my computer maniac friend
haish,,n the due date jus haf 2 be 2moro!!
omg3
die,,dead
b4 i 4get,,i did quite gd 4 my ca1
except 4 math dat is
i failed,,big time
ouh well,,wtv la
bye2 ppl!!

2008-03-18T00:49:00.000-07:00

omgness
this sux,,im grounded
phone confiscated n computer goneded
wth seyh
btw,,i had this freakishly weird dream
last nite
it all started out at my house n there were
like 3 kubur in the living room
seriously sia
with the tanah n tiles n the tombstone even!!!
then my adek touch2 n got scolded by my dad
the ppl in the grave were complete strangers to me
then the nxt thing was me looking
through a mirror
the wooden 1 i haf at my balcony
i was combing my hair,,siap2 nk gi dunno where la
then gt this black figure past behind me..
k,,nw im freaking freaked out..
i cant reli remember the rest,,though
bye ppl!!

2008-02-23T03:53:00.000-08:00

this was wad i wrote at masjid:
2dae,23 feb.myn nvr go madrasah coz of her fever.im
@ the masjid now,,we vry early 1 seyh
then juz sit here like sum idiot..
im like the 1st girl here(paiseh2)
omg!yth didnt i realise?!!
ahhh!!he's the 1st guy here!!
how convenient!adam is here!!
yay2!hmm,,wonder wad will happen nxt,,
k,,its been 10 minutes nw,,
nth seems 2 be happening,,urgh
sum luck!
nw my other classmates come redi seyh!
btw,,i juz found out he sec 3,,
vry ,vry tall
eh,,im talking 2 myself,,
k,,im bored,,n annoyed at that stupid bell,ringing
evry second!!err,,wad am i supposed 2 sae nw??
oh i noe,,,
lalalalala-paranoid.

nw here was wad happened after dat:
my dad was there wif myn n lynn waiting 4 me
then i was told dat we're goin 2 fetch my mum at the
dunno where la,,
i could see dat my dad was tired n annoyed
he kept on horning n 'cursing'
at ppl,,at least i noe where i gt my
limited space of patience from rite??
haha,,
so we fetched her,,then come home,,
she bought gifts 4 us,,
we open,,saw waahh!!tnx!!etc.
eat n now,,blogging
:DD
n now,,going 2 sleep
nite2!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-22T17:43:00.000-08:00

first of all,,i'd like to say
happiy birthday rasyidah!!
be monkey-like always!!
n also happy birthday to all march n february babies!!
hahaha
oh ya,,speaking of birthdays,,my birthday hari rayer!!
haha!
get more $$$
cheh,,mcm tahu seyh
aniwae,,2 dae gt teens alive,,yay2!!
can see that 1 again!!
woohoo!
yesterday like wad oni seyh,,
waited 4 shafiq,,farhan n raziq 4 nth.
me n sharlyn ended up goin home alone:((
then in the bus saw abg
he say hi,,i sae hi,,we both say hi!!
*xtra*
bye ppl,,
if i 4got 2 add anitin,,sry ah

wad is this piece of crap?

2008-02-19T00:59:00.000-08:00

i am seriously crapping up
i seriously hate this
y the hell must boys be SUCH a pain?
he's cute,,but SEVERELY annoying
i should haf known way back then
he wont be tolerated anymore
its up to him now

ok,,now dat my speech is over,,let me crap up bout 2day
2dae went to sch late coz its tuesday
meet sheela n co.
surprisingly 2dae,
me,sacha,jane were early
sheela late..hahaha
n yays..
2dae sharlyn follow us go sch
sharlyn vry cute
she's my kindergarten fren:))
im bored now
also,,the maths test officially sucked!!
hate it loads
plz past,,plz past.
i am so tired,,worst still,,
oh great
later got guitar lesson
n im so smart to not study
ill get scolded 4 sure 1 la
btw,,i dont 1 him animore
can i change 2 sum1 else?pretty plz!
k,,dats lame,,obviously i can change to sum1 else rite
n sum1 sae dat sumthing in sch is obvious..
is it?
like,wth larh seyhh!!
b4 i die,,tell my parents i luv them
hahaha
dats stupid
oh ya,,n talking to myself is reli boring
bye ppl
love u lots!